WHY ARE WE KEEPING OUR SECRETS?

[eleglam]

I just binged. Terribly. Then purged. A lot. Now I'm all shaky and can barely type. I'm sweaty, and nervous feeling. I stood up and light seemed to flood my eyes. I had to lay back down. I can't type. i can't focus. I can't concentrate. I don't like this................kI"m scared.

EDIT.Toward the end I felt as if I was blacking out.. and I

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[hyddenme]

I have episodes like that now and then, too, when I'm restricting. It can be pretty scary...I'll have black flashes, as if I'm about to pass out completely. I literally see spots and I get all hot and very dizzy.

Luckily, this has never happened to me while driving or doing anything where I could really hurt myself or other people. I guess I'm too ignorant and obsessedd to even seriously consider how it probably shouldn't be happening in the first place.

I'm glad you're feeling better...

[scarlight]

I truly do not understand just what is so addictive to some people about hurting themselves. I only know that it really, truly is. I hope you're feeling a bit better.

xx.

[pickupmypieces]

Ugh, I'm so sorry, I hope you're okay babe. Make sure to drink water after you purge, to try to keep yourself hydrated. Alittle gatorade would probably be good, too, purging wreaks havoc on your electrolyte count.
I'm glad you're feeling better.

I hate feeling so helpeless and out of control. It's hard.
xx