ok so yeah yesterday was boring and w.e ...i was sick so i was at home...so today went by kinda fast ..yeah today is saturday..lol.i came to mel n chilled w. some people ...and then my friend...it was great...BEST DAY EVER!!..ahh..i never wanted today to end ...Buthey what can u do ..theres always tomarrow lol..But yeah i swear i do not wanna go ( Read more... )

Last few Days...

I dont remember what day...But yea me amanda tj and pfund went to chuckie cheeses ahhh how fun ...actually it was...Many laughs let me tell u!...lol.

Wednesday was the best fuckin day of my life ...Like no lie..so much shit happened...from 2 till like 8:30 then ...Amanda n tj came over for a  lil n visited me..!...aww they are so ( Read more... )

O yeah and im gonna be changin my live journal soon so make sure u fags check it out alright!...

Fuck i just wrote everything and now its gone so im doing it again!..

Amanda..bacon losers or somthin like that ..lol..ahaha..yeah yur great BFF WHAT!..fuck alyssa...ahaha..but yea the whole thing about shoes..n weiners..ahaha great..that is so out insider!..lol..lylas

Ok so let me tell u how i suck at keepin up w. this live journal..lol..im gonna ( Read more... )

OK first off i wanna Give a shout out to Ma Number 1 Stunner WHAT WHAT! Amanda Ma'Fn Fall!....Lol <----shes such a loser!...lol ahahah

Neways Yeah i havnt writen in here in soOo freakin long and people have been bugging me to update so finally i am...Yeah alotta shit has gone down ...But Im holden up pretty good i guess...and umMm the last journal ( Read more... )

My friends think im suicidal..
They Just don't get it..
I don't want to kill my self...
I just want to feel... free
When i cut I can forget all my problems...
and just concentrate on the pain...
So for that second...I am free...

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And every time I think I’ve finally made it
I learn I’m farther away than I’ve ever, ( Read more... )

Ok umMm lets see..Im sitting at my moms house bored as hell right now cuz she left me but its alright cuz my new cell phone is coming today!!...Ok so yeah this week has been kool...i have hung out w. bobby every day and gone swimming and bowling and stuff gosh hes great!...o ya ME AND BOBBY ARE GOING OUT!...lol..Im so happy...we started going out ( Read more... )

Yeah today was kool ..i went to melvindale and chilled for a while and got to drive my dads corvette which was awsome...umm i chilled w. bob and then came home..and yeah i almost lost a really close friend and im glad he just had to call bac cuz  it would have bothered me to kno he was mad..

uhh im so fuckin bored right now..and i hate fuckin shit ( Read more... )

And even if his plane crashes tonight
he'll find some way to disappoint me,
by not burning in the wreckage,
or drowning at the bottom of the sea
Anthony, I still taste you, and thus reserve my right to hate you....
And all this empty space that you create
does nothing for my flawless sense of style
It's 8:45the weather is getting better by the hour, I ( Read more... )

 Alright so umMm yeah im just sitten here right now bored as hell ...its like almost 2 am and i just got off the phone w. bobby a lil while ago...Hes the best!..But yeah i should be in bed right now cuz i gotta get up early tomarrow so i can go chill w. him ...Cuz im finally off grounding tomarrow!...thank god cuz its been boring as hell!..But yeah ( Read more... )