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I amNyarlathotep!

The 999 forms of Nyarlathotep are a point of meditation for the true initiate. It is through these manifold faces that the secrets of the universe are made known. Called "The Crawling Chaos", Nyarlathotep is the disembodied ego of Azathoth and thus the universal "I" of known reality. Some of the many documented forms are; ( Read more... )

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ARGH!!!!i just spent, like, an hour trying to scare this stupid racoon away from my house. So, i remebered i had to take santiago's food inside tonight, because if i dont this sorta thing seems to happen, but then i opened the door, and right there was santi hissing at this stupid f*cking racoon. man, i got soo pissed, i screamed at it and it left ( Read more... )

well, im alone again. yep, just vegging out and doing nothing. for like two weeks. oh, joy. hehe, wow, i didnt realize how much im victimizing myself. i mean, a lot of people would love if their parents went away for two weeks and left them completely and utterly alone, but,i guess im just not one of those people. i cant drive anywere, and everyone ( Read more... )

so...ya. my sisters are home. i thought it would be really cool to have them home for a week, and its nice to talk to them and all, but theyre driving me insane! theyre on my case the instant i get home and i cant relax or do anything except my hw, seriously, theyre worse than my parents. everything is so tiring, and i cant seem to stay awake like ( Read more... )

well, i just got back from going to hearst castle. a four hour car ride, and since we had six people, i got to ride in the back. and i didnt even have all of the back. my moms suitcase took up half of it, and then we bought all this junk that took up another half of it. one fourth of a trunk is not enough to have a comfortable car ride in, ( Read more... )

ACK!!! i saw the stupidest person in the world today! so, i was biking home, and i have to cross san santonio, and so this car was being really nice and actually stoped for me, but the bitch driving up behind that car decided, "oh, theyr probably just stalling, i think ill whip around them like a dumb-ass and kill the pedestrian they stopped for, ( Read more... )

actually, disregard that title, its more like "I licked a spoon with raw egg so now im going to die of samonela" or not that either. i just woke up today and its been kinda weird all day. i cant concentrate, and i cant go back to sleep, baking stuff isnt working, i even excersized to try and get some endorphines working, but nothing seems to work. ( Read more... )

Do you believe in reincarnation? well, i do, and in one of my past lives i think i must have been a handsome Japanese fighter pilot who was a sex fiend and fought in WW2.