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[elena_morning]

Everytime I close my eyes and imagine you drunk or high I want to kill you. I want to kill you for ignoring me but mostly I want to kill you for doing what I can't. Everytime you light up or drink down it's like the simplist possible action. You do it and you don't think about it because you don't have to. You don't think about the alcoholism

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[sabbrielle]

Wow, dearie. This all sounds very difficult and painful. I wish there were something I could say that would mean anything. I hope it gets better for you. <3

[lizardqueen13]

*HUGS*