Wherever I run, my beautiful sin.
It’s cold outside-
And that’s what reminds me of you.My temperature oscillates from the highest 40 to a normal 36. Mass confusion in my head. I move from the windowsill to the couch, from there to the bed. I’m wearing my reddest shade of lipstick as though I’m expecting somebody but I’m not waiting for anyone ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up to a grey world. But perhaps I should be used to that by now. I walked to the studios today bundled up as though it was freezing cold, it's probably only chilly but I feel like been devoured by the Arctic. Jocelyn took one look at me and laughed, "What are you doing? Trying to set a new fashion trend?" When he saw me dressed ( Read more... )

I neglect my journal for a few days in hopes of diminishing my latest “scandal-magnetism” only to stumble upon chaos. Last week could’ve been labeled as “Toni Bashing Week” and as a recent tradition this week it was a bit obvious that it would’ve been my turn to fall into that crazy cycle. But a word of advice next week can we pick a bloke-just ( Read more... )

Apparently I'm the new antichrist. I managed to steal the title from Mr.Manson, I'm impressed. Apparently I'm also on this evil mission to try to destroy Toni Collette's life. Thank you for enlighting me of this, because I certainly wasn't aware of it myself.

Of course she didn't have the courage to tell me this because she finds it oh so more ( Read more... )

The show went well today. Even my interview with Placebo, although perhaps it was more an interview with Brian seeing that Steve and Stefan hardly responded (more so because any question directed towards them Brian responded for them). Most of the questions asked today were sent in by fans (which was probably better) but yet nonetheless it was ( Read more... )

Taken from Tribe Generation Magazine October issue

Question: Why did you choose to become a blonde again?

Answer: Don't you know? Blondes make better sluts. You can still look good even if your hair is filled with cum.

( Camera Whore Leni )

I missed out on the MTV Icon of The Cure. How I managed to do this is beyond me. Not to mention the fact that I had put a reminder to go off on my mobile a month ago so that I could remember. And yet....I still forgot. *sigh* I just realized that it was the 21st today. For some odd reason I thought that it was still around the 15th-16th. I've lost ( Read more... )

Seeing my daughter this past weekend did me well. She always seems to bring me up. Her mere presence makes me feel better. And I adore how she radiates with light. She's so full of love. The moment our eyes met for the very firt time I was able to capture that love in her. I think that's why I decided to call her Swami, which coincidentally means ( Read more... )

This past week has gone by very slowly. It’s been an epic week. Luckily tomorrow is Saturday and not only do I have to film my show but I’ll be able to see my daughter Swami. I’m really excited to be seeing her because apart from being the most important person in my life, she’s the only one capable of making me genuinely smile ( Read more... )

I’m clearly surprised to see a blue sky this morning after a whole week of nothing but grey. I had almost gotten used to all that gloom. I’m finally got over that fever that seemed to linger for the longest time ever. Is it possible to get addicted to almonds and honey? Cos that’s mostly what I’ve been eating lately. It’s my new obsession along ( Read more... )