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[elephantsamich]

Blah to life. My anxiety has perked its head back up again... when I thought I had it defeated, for good. I'm just a miserable mess now... making others lives miserable too. I need to get back in the game.

Thing is, which sucks the most, is that I don't know why exactly my anxiety and depression has come back. Nothing in my life is horrible.

Comments

[ltjpezchica]

I hear ya on the whole anxiety-but things are okay thing. It sucks.

I also need to write more often. We should talk sometime. It's been ages! It was nice to see you at the wedding tho!

[anonymous]

He speaks.... Miss you, Harvey.

[geekyerin]

This happens to me a lot since I stopped taking my celexa. Valium helps for intermittent problems.

[xfairy_kittyx]

just "good" isn't good enough sometimes. you should text me more. we can be miserable together. <3

[anonymous]

wow. i dont know who or what you are like but i feel the same way . my doctors have told me not to go to school and i just started at a new school so fuck .. no one is going to remember me...so great and then i will eventually have to go back i am so over everone and everything that 15 year olds are suppose to like and be like i hope you get better and remember that your at your own peril and its your life this shits not a hi-five or optic allouson my preminisions are not always delisions

You're like a poet.

[elephantsamich]

I regret that you left your comment anonymously, as that makes me unsure if these words will get to you. That makes me unsure if we will ever share future words. You seem like someone who would enjoy a conversation. If so, and you hear me, feel free to get in touch.

But, in more direct reply to your comment, I want to stay that you should stick with it, whatever "it" may be. Things got so much better for me this past year, or so. I feel like a strong person. I'm still adjusting, but I'm back to making smiles when I feel like smiling... not making them because I felt it was appropriate. Life truly is spectacular.