"I see you chasing after him as much as he's chasing after you ( Read more... )

I say it all the time but I'll say it again, I really want school to be over ( Read more... )

Oh the melodrama ( Read more... )

The problem with counseling is that I'm quite attached to my dysfunctions.

Since I pretty much goofed off all last weekend, this week was one of those hellish weeks. I had so much anxiety that I didn't sleep for 4 days. I took every chance I had to work on an assignment or study for a midterm and when I wasn't doing those things, I worked around the clock at my two jobs. On top of that, I would be gone for 12-14 hours at ( Read more... )

The thing about waiting for packages to come is, in fact, the actual waiting part. I get so impatient. Both my packages came today but 1) UPS didn't have my apt no. for some strange reason and 2) I missed pick up at school for the other package so I have to wait tomorrow. Who likes to wait around for UPS to come? I had them forward the stuff to the ( Read more... )

This season? This too shall pass.

How "okay" is it to say that you feel completely unhappy with your life?

I think when I am quiet and still, I remember how much I crave the grace of silence. And stillness. And that's all I want. The same thing I want for others.

When it comes to the emotional matters of the heart, my days are not the easiest. I can't get past it.

Today!!!! Is crazy. That is what I took a glorious indulgence of 15 minutes to play online before my brain spins out of control trying to spit the bullshit out for this paper. But! We are so close, guys! Well, I've got the opening paragraph ( Read more... )

Denial is generally my preliminary condition of a crisis.

It's October. I am behind, on everything. I was sick last week so it made it the easiest way to ditch a majority of my responsibilities. Now I am in a shithole with my school work. I have no idea how I am going to complete my papers. Pretty much, I'm forfeiting sleep and chapels this week. ( Read more... )