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[elephino]

Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.

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You asked for it, here is my really big rant.

[anonymous]

I think I have serious issues. Very serious issues. I say that I want a relationship, in fact I pity myself every once and a while because I don't have what everyone around me has. But I always sabatge anything that might happen. Or, I decide I don't want them anymore. I'm not sure if this is because I have high standards, if I like feeling sorry for myself, or I am just a huge commitment-phobe. There, that is my story for the moment. Oh and I lead boys on, the boys I know that I will never want (never ones that I have any interest in, them I am genuinely interested) I want them to want me, so I flirt a little, just to make them want me so that I feel good about myself. I guess realizing it is the first step to fixing it huh? Well, I realize it and I don't like it about myself. I want to be functional damnit

Re: You asked for it, here is my really big rant.

[anonymous]

I agree with you on the whole boy issue. Sometimes I think I love being a heartbreaker, but other times I know that's not the kind of girl I want to be.

[anonymous]

Marry me?

[malainse]

I'm with child-- no one knows and I am not going to carry it to term.

[anonymous]

Im terrified of intimacy,, in a wide, sweeping sense.

[malainse]

ok, ok, i was just kidding. it was on themurry episode i was watching. A real secret? I paid for my parents devorce.