"rachel, you can never get behind the wheel again. no matter what. its like the rolling stones once said, "you can't always get what you want." the rest of the song doesn't matter here because we are talking about people's lives and property. these two elements are in great danger when you hit the road. im sure you will progress over time, but, ( Read more... )

WHY CAN'T LIFE BE SIMPLE?

I miss some people. :(

Don't put words in my mouth.
Don't act stupid.
Don't lie.
Stop trying to impress people.
Stop changing yourself for everyone.
Then.... maybe we can be friends.

WOOOOHOOOOOO

I wish I had a friend that was a girl, and I could share anything with.

I'm in a crisis. 
Do I stay here? Go to the summer house. Come back and deal with all the bullshit, family problems. Do I stay here and be stressed? And risk messing up.

Or do I go back, and finish having the time of my life? Continue doing well. Continue being happy.

BLAH.

I'm nervous, paranoid, scared. Blah. I wan't my life to turn out right.

i don't get  how some things just go missing in my house.
I have like 4 of my favoirte shirts missing,
THEY HAVE TO BE HERE, but of course I can't find them.

Sweet after washing all my clothes with chapstick and them getting ruined, and then them going missing. I have none.

The reason why I don't come here, every chance I get, is because it's too hard to leave. 
I hate it so much, I'd rather not come at all.
The last days, are always filled with me crying. Wishing I could stay forever.
God I can't wait to gradute, and move here.
Then I'll never have to leave.

Hopes, dreams, and impossibilities. Blah.