I don't even know what to think, what to say, what to do, in what way to act ( Read more... )

Things have become so terribly skewed in such a terribly short amount of time. Looks like I'm going to get used to life without a car for a little while. sweet ( Read more... )

I'm still so lost as to what to do, and how to act ( Read more... )

Laying only so close as to affect the other's oxygen intake ( Read more... )

Driving home again, it's 10:15 ( Read more... )

I've got to convince myself that these truths are lies. It hurts too badly. I didn't want this. I wasn't looking for anything. I didn't want this... but you came. I didn't order from waitresses at bars. They put up with enough shit. But you came... smiling relentlessly, winning me unintentionally, leaving my personal aspirations for ( Read more... )

I'm fully out of training for Primerica, I'm out on my own now, which rocks, but I'm trying to expand my warm market clientelle base. I don't cold call, I don't knock on doors, and the sooner I have to do that, the sooner I quit. I love what I do, because I only work on referrals. So if anyone needs help with or wants to know a little more about ( Read more... )

Life is good. My business is finally rolling, and I get more and more excited about it every single day. Maybe it's because I don't actually feel like a salesman. Last time I was a salesman, I pressured people to get things they didn't really need, and spend money quite possibly well outside of their budget. Now I get to help people live within ( Read more... )

I am absolutely in love with Zoe Marie Cole. that's about the jist of it. And I'm ecstatic about the future. things have pretty much turned up a new leaf, in my life, in her's, in our's. rock. That's all.

I feel so awkward these days, especially today. I spent this weekend at steven's bayhouse, which was a bust due to horrible weather. couldn't catch any fish, but we all managed to have fun anyway I suppose. I wasn't looking forward to this month. but, the 11th turned from dreadful to slightly uplifting about 1 00 this AM. I only hope I can get ( Read more... )