Comments | eleveneleven: Hey hey

eleveneleven

Hey hey

Jul 27, 2009 12:31

So..i realize i talk about love and death both quite a bit, both in real life and online. I just wanted to make it clear that talking about love doesnt mean that i am in love or that i want to be, talking about death doesnt mean that im depressed and want to kill myself. I guess these two things are just really psychologically interesting to me, ( Read more... )

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anonymous July 28 2009, 17:27:58 UTC

You know for a fact you are not alone in how you feel and think. You are correct that most people do not think or question anything, least of all their own existence and purpose. However, there are those few of us in the world who do question everything because there is something different about us, we got lucky to be born with sentient, aware minds. This is our gift and also our curse. Most people like us feel utterly alone in the world because we rarely meet anyone like us, but when we do it is an amazing thing. In fact in this day and age with so much control being exorcised over society it is literally a miracle anyone is born with the ability to think for themselves at all. You are not alone, you have a gift, one that is uniquely human and increasingly rare. Do not look upon it as a burden to bare but an amazing opportunity and journey. If you keep questioning you will find the answers you seek. There is truth and then there is wisdom and there is knowledge. Truth is a constant it exists outside of mans perception of it. ( ... )

anonymous July 29 2009, 01:54:27 UTC

I agree 100%.

archon_ramie July 30 2009, 05:31:53 UTC

I will debate and discuss anything with anyone all day long.

I feel you fatal_nostalgia September 15 2009, 17:52:19 UTC

I think about this stuff a lot too- more than I should- maybe more than anyone should.

I try to find the answers to why people fall in love or why loving someone actually does make you do things you never would have considered.

I dont have any answers but I know that being in love is like going crazy.

Since I was really young I've tried to focus on what it would like to be dead and just not exist anymore. If you think about it hard it enough for a second your stomach drops and you grasp how insane that it.

I dont want to die, it isn't that, I just cant seem to wrap my mind around what it's like.

I dont fucking know- but you aren't alone.

Re: I feel you eleveneleven September 18 2009, 19:51:04 UTC

Its crazy to think about...one day, you will die. Everyone will die. One day you will not exist anymore...at least not in a way that we understand. Or maybe not at all. Maybe having conciousness was a freak accident of evolution and has absolutely no meaning what so ever...that is what keeps me up at night.

Re: I feel you fatal_nostalgia October 7 2009, 21:26:10 UTC

They're such big thoughts and it's hard to try and wrap your mind around something so fucking absurd but inevitable. Try not to think about it too much.
I think it's like- when you concentrate on breathing and then feel like if you stop thinking about it you won’t breathe anymore. Not good.

Hang in there-