i have found it. the lowest place.

[eleytheria]

there is nothing more pathetic than sitting in a dark living room listening to bad country music from 1996, smoking, and drinking too-sugary coffee with no creamer, while the sun is shining bright outside.

i'm too apathetic to be depressed.

i wish there was something to care about these days.

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[caribbeanblue]

*pokes, then hugs* Hey. You know, you can always pop over here if you like. Give me a bit of warning so I can get the house picked up first, but hey, always room for one more. *friendly smile*

[ex_glomobiu]

I understand how you feel.

Maybe if you switch to Korean pop music some sunshine might venture inside?

[taidhe]

You're right. It's pretty pathetic. But then, *everybody* has those moments where they just go "Woah. Why the hell am I here?" so you're too be commended for admitting it...

School starts soon. That'll make things seem a little better.

[darkened_corner]

*hug*

[goodmourning]

i've been there. not too long ago. it was good, in it's own special way. by the way, i've missed you.