so, here i sit at 3:50 am, in my limited edition, seller-only harry potter hat, and my limited edition, midnight release only bracelet, with my harry potter glasses perched on my nose and a lightning bolt tattooed on my forehead. in my car are five original harry potter and the half blood prince shipment boxes. the hardcover sits on my bookshelf. ( Read more... )

she is bored. she doesn't want to read, she doesn't want to do crosswords, she doesn't want to watch her anime or write a story or even sleep. she just wants to think, but she wants to do it actively. hence, the stream of consciousness typing. she has an itch. she has shaving cream on her wrist band and her watch is two minutes fast. her birth ( Read more... )

dear livejournal,

hello. long time no talk. you know what? i really like you. you're a great friend. always there when i need you, but never demanding anything in return. you just wait and wait and wait until i find myself bored enough to get ahold of you. you have such a good heart, never forget that.

love,
jaqui

I want to go home. No, nevermind, ahaha, I want a home to go to. I want to be young and without responsibility. I want this life that I lead to stop, pause, give me time to really regroup. Stop snowballing forward like a tidalwave, sucking out of all the possibility in front of it. I want many things.

Someone to keep me company, most of all.

spent the first week of the new year in the hospital. what an auspicious beginning, hm?

i swear i will never have to go back.
i wonder how much more futile this promise will be than the last one.

never try to take your contacts out when your fingers are sticky with spilled rum and the lingering remnants of thick cigarette smoke - it stings

another thing to add to my list of things i suck at.

Next semester ( Read more... )

well, mostly organized. the worknights will be spent packing the rest of my shit. granted, taking a very minimal amount if you don't take basic furniture into consideration, so i'll have time. who needs more than lots of books, some dvds, and a computer, anyway? and two weeks worth of clothes. um ( Read more... )

to post or not to post?

to go home early or not to go home early?

these choices plague me.