to erin, bridget, and katy:i'm terribly sorry i missed you guys last weekend. i meant to do this sooner, but, you know, life and all. when ryan and i got back from fairport and found out that you'd come up to visit, i freaked out. it's just not fair. sometimes...argh. i fucking hate circumstance. ridiculous. i wanted the three of you to know that i ( Read more... )

good feeling gone

yup, i definitely redid my hair last night. like nothing else. jesus, i love it. i don't have a digital camera (poor) or the time to take and post pictures (poor), so here's a description ( Read more... )

basket of fruit on the mantle above the sink at lianne's house last summer never liking them before but trying anyway pealing into a glass bowl the crunching sound of fibers ripping then sticky juices as my pickiness [perfectionism?] takes hold and it's never quite edible until fingers sticky yes smell of oranges but not - less bland, more acid, ( Read more... )

RYAN IS COMING THIS WEEKEND ( Read more... )

finished the silmarillion yesterday ( Read more... )

hey now, hey now ( Read more... )

tonight, it has come back, and i have no explanation for it. just tuck me in and put me to bed, please.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

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