I NEED TO SCREAM SO MOTHERFUCKING LOUD. I'm not even extremely mad or extremely sad I'm just so MOTHERFUCKING frustrated. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?

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Is it true if I say I've never felt this way before? Or is my mind playing tricks on me? It's a lose - lose I suppose.

I lost sight of what was really important in life and now one of the few people I truly love and care about has passed away. Rest in peace, Oma. I love you and miss you.

Half of my heart's got a real good imagination, half of my heart's got you.

It's thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away; When I am missing you to death.

I felt you in my life before I ever thought to. I Feel the need to lay down beside you and tell you I feel you in my heart.I don't even know you.

I'm supposed to have dinner with my brother and sister-in-law and my two nephews tomorrow. I don't know if that'll actually happen or not I just wanted to see how weird it would feel to say it.

I know better not to be friends with boys with girlfriends. Oh, I know better than that, I know better. You'll play the victim and I'll be the bad guy. I know better than that. I know better.