Leave all your love and your longing behind;
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive.

The dog days are over,
The dog days are done.
Can you hear the horses?
Because here they come.

I NEED TO SCREAM SO LOUD.

I've been sad before and I've been stressed before but I'm not sure that I've ever been so much of both at the same time before. save. me.

If I sat next to you that wasn't my intent
And if my hand falls on yours, it was coincidence.
I'll stay in the room until you're gone;I'll switch to the chair that you sat on.

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I don't think I'll ever love Tara as much as I love Amanda....but she's been such a blessing and I love her so much these days.

I keep thinking to myself "I'm fine, I'm okay, I'm pretty sure I don't care anymore, I'm fine, I'm okay." Then I realize I'm trying too hard to convince myself of it. I hate this.

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What if we'd never met? Where would we even be, what would we even do when we need each other?

A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes. I screamed aloud as it tore through them and now it's left me blind. The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out. You left me in the dark.

SO many thoughts right now. I probably won't even remember them tomorrow but tonight they weigh so heavily...

Yesterday was pretty close to perfect.