First unintentional Big Bang update and things and stuff

Jan 27, 2012 09:55


Mmmkay. Mmmkay.

So mydc_everafter fic is all planned out and nicely outlined and almost every scene save a handful is waiting to be translated onto paper (computer, whatever) in my head. I can see it all, I can hear it all. It's awesome.

\o/

But I go to check my progress last night and find I'm only 5,220 words into it. D::::::: Multiple eyes of woe! The best I can figure, I believe I had more done of it because the story is so thorough and complete in my head. I'm playing mind games on myself. O_o

I also predict it will be closer to 50 k when said and done rather then the original estimate of 90 k. Which, yay! But then I realize that means I have 45,000 more to go.



At least I don't have to worry about meeting the minimum word count or anything. *headdesk* How do people do several of these damn things in a year? I need people to kick my ass into gear and make me write on a more frequent schedule or something. I need an entire army of cheerleaders cause I'm frustrated at my inability to write in chronological order. And because I'm weak and have no will power. Sad fais. 

not panicking, what am i doing, somebody rein me in please, why is this happening

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