Mmmkay. Mmmkay.
So my
dc_everafter fic is all planned out and nicely outlined and almost every scene save a handful is waiting to be translated onto paper (computer, whatever) in my head. I can see it all, I can hear it all. It's awesome.
\o/
But I go to check my progress last night and find I'm only 5,220 words into it. D::::::: Multiple eyes of woe! The best I can figure, I believe I had more done of it because the story is so thorough and complete in my head. I'm playing mind games on myself. O_o
I also predict it will be closer to 50 k when said and done rather then the original estimate of 90 k. Which, yay! But then I realize that means I have 45,000 more to go.
At least I don't have to worry about meeting the minimum word count or anything. *headdesk* How do people do several of these damn things in a year? I need people to kick my ass into gear and make me write on a more frequent schedule or something. I need an entire army of cheerleaders cause I'm frustrated at my inability to write in chronological order. And because I'm weak and have no will power. Sad fais.