HI DYLAN.

we'll miss you, poppins.

my new computer kicks your computer's ass.

rising stars audition ( Read more... )

i got a tongue ring.

don't give me bullshit about it if you don't like it.

i'm probably going to take it out tonight or tomorrow anyway.

its really cool but i talk kind of funny.

"nutter butter"

i HATE the way jan treats my father.

he deserves to be treated like a king. he should get everything that he wants. not her. ugh.

i can't bite my nails anymore.

like i got the chip filled

and now like...my teeth just dont line up right to bite them anymore.

i hope i dont start smoking to quell my nervousness.

i'm not drinking again.

for a very

long

time.

there are some days when even writing your thoughts in one big run-on sentence doesn't even fix things. i dont even know if fix is the right word.

i dont know what's going to happen. i dont know why i hate myself or why i'm so sad because i dont have the right to be. i dont know why i think or feel or why anyone does or why i feel selfcentered ( Read more... )

i've decided that as soon as i save all of my entires and back them up onto Cds then i'm going to delete my livejournal.

now if i could only get the courage to delete my myspace...

i am really down today.