Everything seems just a little off right now. I don't really know what it is I want, but I know that I don't quite have it. I'm restless. I want to kiss someone and feel something. I want to fast forward through the next few years into the life I hope to be leading. I need to find something meaningful to me. I feel empty in a way. My life is full ( Read more... )

I went with Jordan today to get her ears peirced. Sort of on a whim, I got another piercing...


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Sooo. The update. Partying weekend was fun. Poor Diana though, I felt sort of bad. I wanted to take better care of her but I really couldn't. She danced for like an hour by herself though, I was impressed. Saturday, after I escaped my family, I went over to Josh's again. We ended up at Cold Stone, sitting on the hood of my car, pretty out of it. It ( Read more... )

So, graduation. I felt really weird about the whole thing. As it was about to began and went on and then was over, it all felt so surreal. Like it wasn't actually happening. I almost cried when Michael Althoff etc was singing, I don't really know why. By the way I know I messed up about a billion times during my little billion name march, but ( Read more... )

So, I'm not that excited about graduation. No, wrong phrasing. I CANNOT WAIT TO GRADUATE. But I don't really care. I mean... I don't think I'm going to be staying in contact with a lot of people from govs. Look at all the graduation parties I got invited to.... one. Michelle's. And that was sort of out of pity, because I was right there when she ( Read more... )

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I am watching this movie, The Fog. It's so fabulously cheesy I love it. Some hand just reached up from a sink, grabbed this old lady, and then she disintegrated. Awesome. The whole premise of the fog attacking people is sort of silly. And its less like fog and more like thick white smoke. The movie's not really logical and full of a lot of really ( Read more... )

nyc was fun. i was sick the whole time and still am, maybe worse so, who knows. i saw my nyc boy, le sigh. i dont advise wearing heels out, it'll end badly. the end.

so, in case you were wondering, i have acute bronchitis? bleh, and in reading the symptoms, that's exactly me. grrreat. webmd says it usually lasts 2-3 weeks? uhhh. hello, i leave for nyc tomorrow night. not cool. meh. i'll just keep it a secret and go infect all of the big apple. mwahahaha.