::sigh:: im so stupid. i slept away most of the school day, its almost one. Why dont i care anymore? I should have gone, i should get all my work done, i should do everything right, and yet im not. i have every chance to do well in my classes and i dont. i throw it all away. and i doubt ill get punished for it. i guess im just going to have to do what needs to be done instead of being a lazy bitch. fuck i think im disgusting sometimes.