I often ask myself why I try to be friends with you. It's not like you are a bad guy or anything like that. In fact, I think you are awesome. I just find you rather negligent. But, I remember how kind you were to me when we were "friends"- "friends" because I don't think we were anything more than aquaintances- and it doesn't bother me much. Its also easier to say it this way because the mystery of our friendship remains unresolved.
(it's not that this really needs to be anonymous, but it's fun that way.) i always wondered what you really thought of me, so i'll tell you what i think of you instead. i know we don't know each other that well, but i very much admire you and respect you. you made a difference in my life. thank you.
I was always jealous of you and her. I wished someone would adore me like you adored her. And I can't figure out whether the jealousy was just because of the relationship you had with each other, or whether I was actually in love with you. If I were, it would just be a disaster. Because, as much as you probably love me as a friend, it's that and only that.
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what failed in this attempt?
peace&joy&love
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i always wondered what you really thought of me, so i'll tell you what i think of you instead. i know we don't know each other that well, but i very much admire you and respect you. you made a difference in my life. thank you.
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I wished someone would adore me like you adored her.
And I can't figure out whether the jealousy was just because of the relationship you had with each other, or whether I was actually in love with you. If I were, it would just be a disaster. Because, as much as you probably love me as a friend, it's that and only that.
I'm so glad this is anonymous.
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