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[eliseredding]

good news. bad news. confusing news

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[briseur]

that heart thing. it's decided to start beating again and frankly, thats annoying and troublesome. and scary. and fruitless.

please to expound?

Re: cryptic

[eliseredding]

well i have feelings for someone, and that upsets me because i purposefully have stopped feeling for others so i can get my life in order, and my shit done. I'll have a crush here or there, but it'll be fleeting, and i'll force myself out of it.

I dont want to sound cold, but i dont see any point in falling in love, and I don't see any point in placing burdens on yourself... and It also upsets me because the only reciprocated flirting was a reaction to alcohol... or because the girl was drunk. It was sad.
It doesn't matter anyway, there are factors which make it a poor decision based on timing and all that.
i think im rambling.

I just flirted with someone and instead of it being fun and nice, it was scary and serious, and i felt lost.
I dont want to feel that way again.

Re: cryptic

[briseur]

Hey I saw Amityville also. I thought it was entertaining at least. The original is way better of course.
AMW

[kates_secret]

Hey, what's up with your cell phone?
I tried to call you last night to tell you life is more beautiful when you're around.
Love you.