yep todays an ok day but yepp i don't feel good about my self later i feel .. fat yea weird huh  but been feeling that way fer a lil while now :( and i eat way to much like i eat and eat and eat .. afterr supper or should i say i have second and thirds of supper and the 10 mins later afte supper .. im up in the fridge hungry again.. i so pathedic ( Read more... )

Colin get out of my journal 
kk baby

yepp today was an all right day i was with colin <3  i got there at 2 he watched t.v for 3 hurs then started paying attention to me i though i was going to go to sleep .. so i ended up takeing over started kissing him and turn the T.v of  :) oh yea go elisha lol then it was good lol he made me a good supper :) rice and chicken mmm it was good i ( Read more... )

1 month for me and colin on the 11th wed. XD  hmm :) time flys   I  Love him <3

but he's still smokeing :(  and i still feel responsable  beacse i wasn't supporting him and saying he could do it .. instead i brought him down saying he couldn't do it   it went from a butt  to 2 smokes  and yesterday it was 3 smokes and i donno how many he had today ( Read more... )

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yepp so today was alright i guess ...hmm :(  yepp well no not really lol ...  some how we got on the topic of colin in tight pants and he said he's buddy was and that he had a picture ..  so he puts out this lil ablum he has and i bugged to see the whole album..  i didn't think it would be pics of he's younger years .. it was him,his mom ,his dad ( Read more... )

yepp so yesterday was my birthday ...whoop now 17 .. yepp ..the  day yesterday pretty much sucked...got lots of complament of how i looked ...i liked my hair i had it all curly ... i waited for colin to say something ... but he never said a word on how i looked ..meh  i got lots of birday hugs ....gott to see  Garrett to :) at least he said he ( Read more... )

(this is from like a week ago ) lolokie  tonight suck ass im so emotional lately and i donno y i was talking to colin and i forget what he said but i just started ballin eek yea .. but  he's upset cause i don't trust him and i can't lie to him so yea i told him i don't trust him a 100% .. ssee i do kinda trust him  with almost everything.. just not ( Read more... )

yepp so today was  fun lol i was  over colins  hmm  fun fun lol  yepp he made me umm Mr. Noodles with fried mushrooms and green onions in it   and it was actually good & and my french fries lol  he'll be a chef when he grows up lol jk but yeaaa i made a new email the other day its elisha_loves_colin@hotmail.com yepp what a dayy :) shoot self ( Read more... )

yepp so tonight sucked after catering with kelly i went to colin's and we went down  to chris's and everyone was drinkig but me cause  i had to go home  and i didn't wanna get caught  yeppp soo colin ended up getting  loadeddddd ...funn.. i had to hold him up and  he  kept lifting me up and everything drunk..hmm gett .. he was spilling drinks  .. ( Read more... )