For Nikita

[elitecrazybitch]

Past

[Alex sitting on the floor next to her bed, her eyes fixed on a bottle of painkillers on the table, trying to resist the urge to get up and take them. For Nikita's sake more than her own. Looking around quickly she didn't see anyone, moving a little close and then going to snatch the bottle.]

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phone keyboard typos /o\

[veggieshakes]

[ Leaning against the doorframe, having come up behind in that soundless way of hers. ]

[ quietly ]

Alex.

[elitecrazybitch]

[ As soon as she heard her she lets go of the bottle turning to face her , looking conflicted and tired ] Just let me do it. I'm no help to you here.

[veggieshakes]

I can't.

[ Nikita sits down on the bed from her, careful to keep distance between them. Reaches over and picks up the bottle, pocketing it. ]

[ Wants to explain to her all the reasons why she can't let Alex do it, but they are just too many and complicated and painful. Shakes her head. ]

I shouldn't have left those there. I'm sorry.

[elitecrazybitch]

[She looks up at her, looking on the verge of tears as she usually did these days.] Why are you doing this to me?