dude, i havent touched this place in ages. probably because i have no internet at home and refuse to check it on the computers at work. i mean, incase they really do track all that i do when avoiding working! hah ( Read more... )

jesus christ. i have been pulled over or towed a total of 4 times in less then 30 days. wtf?!

im feeling ugly, fat, and depressed.

i have a crush on a boy. whats weird is that ive known him for 2 years or so and we have always been forbidden to one another. his good guy friend claimed me and my good girl friend claimed him. therefore we just never persued ( Read more... )

they say its my birthday.

WHAT?!?!??!?

i am oooooold

im going to vegas today.

yet im really hungover from last night AND i hooked up with a boy.

...isnt all that supposed to happen in vegas and not the day before??

i must say, that im a really cool person.

and if you dont agree - well fuck you then.

also, i look really hot in my new rollerskates.

but like that was a surprise.

i just look GOOOOOD.

why are anxiety attacks becoming more of my daily life routine??

plus side, i only worked 4 hours today instead of 10 1/2.

downside, i can already feel the anxiety to have to work with the same people that watched me have an axiety attack today tomorrow.

gah, im pissed. my direct deposit didnt work today - so i have to manually put my check in. sadly i am broke and have no time to get the check to the bank today. on top of that i have arranged a night of jitters once i leave work. what a pickle i am in ( Read more... )

back from L.A ( Read more... )