i am sleepwalking since monday. ears blasted out from high altitudes or something. each time i swallow i wince. whimper. marching mechanically like an inert zombie, my head feels like a receptacle of dysfunctional human pulp.

i'm hovering in waves.

back to sleep i guess maybe.

things are all of a bloody sudden very good here and i'm feeling i don't want to leave!

panic.

my head did feel like a meteorite this morning ( Read more... )

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drove deep into the dark woods yesterday evening to see the fossil resin and her new bouncing baby. looking at her, i kept thinking of a mushroom...not so much for its notorious psychotropic effects, but for its mushroom-dome silly shape. she also looked sort of like a distant mont blanc, or my juvenile image of biblical characters- a messy, ( Read more... )

oh last night was in a rage. brought me down with it kicking and screaming something awful ( Read more... )

well!
hello world!
i woke up like a rock today.
hello avion!
i hope those atlantic skies are smooth and gentle.

must finish. oh, nerves.
quiet, be still.

HMMM.

i am subatomic. cannot sleep. full of electrons and sizzling particles. hissing above me in an effervescent nimbus. so much sound i snap in two. but not down the middle, rather, up my dorsi. they are starting to protrude and i feel mutated. i have a great mysterious dent at the base of my skull, just discovered ( Read more... )

eyes peeled wide open these days and i look left and right before i'm off like a bullet to the other end of the street ( Read more... )

the night is young and restless and she's fidgeting under my seat ( Read more... )