ok, well im sure no one cares.. and frankly. i dont care that you dont care. this is my damn journal. and when i have nothing to do i like to update about my baby. when things are hard for me which everyone finds so much joy in doing.. making things hard for me... yeah.. i concentrate on the good things.. like.. my son ( Read more... )

when i heard of justins death, i was crushed, my heart was friggen beaten.. it killed my insides.. but he was there.. and.. thats where hes always been. ‘there’. i can't deny that i... i love tyler. hes a great guy, been there for me through everything and anything. we've been through so much, tried to be together and people and things that were ( Read more... )

i knew something wasn't right, and now here i am.. in the hospital. i started throwing up, and i was spotting blood, i dont understand it. im dizzy, shane is on his way. im scared. dont know anything yet. -looks at iv in my arm- did i mention i hate needles?

-groans-

SHAAAAAAAAANE GET YOUR ASS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-groans- ok. see this pillow -holds it up- i wanna stuff it down someones damnnnnnnn throat ( Read more... )

i never expected it. never even dreamed it. im 21 years old. pregnant. and yeah. scared to death ( Read more... )

yeah ok. so im back. missed... yeah. some people. i had to come back. not for me. well.. maybe a little for me. but for my baby. yeah. im still pregnant. 15 weeks.


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guess whose back...

back again....

lizas back....

hide your men...

LMFAO

see.. i can do that too. but the funny thing is. little girls are talking about childish. whats childish? is making promises you can't keep. whats childish.. is keeping things from someone instead of telling them straight out how you feel before FUCKING YOU OVER BEHIND YOUR BACK ( Read more... )

so.. last night we talked, and yes, hes still in love with me.. and yes.. im still in love with him.. we're together ( Read more... )