i no longer have a mom. not like i really have for the last few years, not like she's done anything but fuck things up, but now it's official ( Read more... )

i have the plague and i want to die right now. my immune system is paper thin i swear, and my white blood cells are either easily pursuaded or just lazy. if this doesn't made sense to anyone else, well, that's how it is sometimes...

new bed- yes, i finally have a real life bed that is big and cozy and so full of love, even thought it's just me ( Read more... )

yesterday ( Read more... )

i hate being the intermediary for other peoples' fights i hate my sister's printer or more than that i hate having to depend on other people for printers and then missing the deadline to apply for jobs i want because the piece of shit is deciding to print in code again today i hate annoying middle aged women at the store who think my nephew is my ( Read more... )

eugene: boring, as usual. plus the place i've been getting my favorite perfume from for so long closed down. sick of all the music i have so i go to this record store to get tapes, thinking they'll be cheaper but no! 11 bucks! fuck that, oy. each time i go to eugene it's more and more of a yuppy town, nothing close to portland, granted, but ( Read more... )

my favorite season is finally here, and it's even better without school! yes! time for sweaters and corduroy and baking and cozy electric blankets and gray goodness! monday was very exciting, i was so happy about the season change that i dug out my winter clothes and then went on a long bikeride through my neighborhood and it is so fucking ( Read more... )

damn canadians. and texans. and germans. why the hell do i do this to myself, every time. i think i have some neurosis where the only people i want to get close to are the ones that live very far away, even before i know they live far away, and it's always been like that. even when i was eleven in summer camp, the only guy i had a crush on was ( Read more... )

alec and me: walking along nw 21 around 10pm, notice big black trunk with "free me" sign ( Read more... )

highlights of tomfest ( Read more... )