I can't honestly even fathom all of the things that have come about in these past few years. Everything has changed, some good, and some bad. I practically have no friends anymore, and the ones I do have, I don't get to see anymore. I had to move though, because Maine held nothing for me. I have more options here, even if it doesn't currently ( Read more... )

so it has been forever since i updated. popsicles and bloody marys. god do i ever wish i could have a damn bloody mary right about now...eight months of sobriety is feeling more like eight eons of sobriety. saint patty's day will be my first drunken fit in a loooooong time so if anybody wants to hang out that night...LET ME KNOW DAMNIT!!!!!!! ( Read more... )

cheezy, i know but i love johnny cash, and i love this song, because it's so perfectly how i feel, today and pretty much everyday for all the shit that has happened ( Read more... )

hahaha, hey y'all...haha, feeling fantastic, hanging out with ryan in his basement bedroom...we're just chillin...and two days ago (sunday) was my 21st...feel free to send me gifts...even if they are late...better late than never...hahaha, but seriously, came back from carney life with some serious cash, enough to pay my security deposit and two ( Read more... )

haha, yes, i'm still alive and kicking. had some run ins with the law...haha, who doesn't. but i'm no worse for the wear, and it was kinda fun...good stories for the grand kids ( Read more... )

come hell or highwater, ryan and i WILL smoke crack

VERY weird past week...sunday was in waterville...i think we ALL know what that means...and it means that i just got myself into more trouble...ok whatever ( Read more... )

yesssss, i'm copying you...haha, get over it ( Read more... )

lately, i have been feeling absolutely drained. i can't focus on anything, i can't concentrate, i just feel like i can't do ANYTHING...could have something to do with this weekend...and all the shit that's going on in my life right now...IT'S TOO DAMN COMPLICATED. oh well, i guess that's the price you pay. or the price i gotta pay anyways... ( Read more... )

sooooo right. i know it's been like a super long time since i updated...but hey, what's a girl to do when she's working all the time...i know i know...right ( Read more... )