to myself...you can read it if you want

[eljayname]

I really hate everything i said about them, I believe some of it though about the real friend thing, I was just really upset and hurt that day I guess, it doesn't really matter what I say I think

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[fad_edxaw_ay]

i'm sorry about the visions, the things youve heard.
they are killing me, just knowing of things.
and the guilt. (whether i should have it or not)

this is the hardest time in my life also.
i'll be there for you if you need anyone.

i'll tell you who he is next time you call..but i dont know when that is.

i'm sorry your chest hurts, im so so sorry, no matter what you think i truely am, i didnt mean a word of that comment. you'd be a great... nvm im not going into it in a comment. i wish i could help, and make you feel better, but i know theres nothing i can do.

it was nice seeing you today, and seeing a smile.

and i still want to watch little rascals now. =P

[xlabeledx]

yes i remember, and i am sorry.. i do have email you know