Don't be so frightened.. this is just a passing phase, one of my bad days.

[elkoralish]

*sigh

Comments

[elkoralish]

yeah, well. I'm not usually into all of this self pity.. but lately it really does suck to be me.

[nebel]

*hug*

[elkoralish]

thanks, I needed that

[noprofile]

I can only offer what I have learned from my meager years of experience, but here it is.

Once such a massive amount of emotional damage has been done in a relationship, it's very hard to rebuild to the point of things being the way they were. I have never once had the courage or strength to rebuild some of those devestating moments into better situations with those who helped caused them.

Although I have not been able to reconstruct those times, if you truly want to and can find that courage deep down inside of you to forgive, then it is by all means possible. And that's the honest truth. I see you as the kind of guy who can pull through this with her if he put his heart to it.

[elkoralish]

Thanks for that.
And I agree with everything you said.
I do have doubts though, I worry I may not have enough heart left.
This has really taken a lot out of me already.

Welcome to the Knowledge Base

[drcreep]

Okay, Chris has talked me into starting my own journal.... so I have joined the ranks of the narcisistic many. Please feel free to comment.... and check frequently for updates on ElkorAlish's "real" inventory... posted only on my journal !!! (Just kidding Chris).

Um..Hello?

[rejectedbarbie]

I found you through Kuh (Sorry I'm not smart enough to manage the lj user thingy) I wanted to add you, and make sure it was okay first?

Some people get creeped out if you just add them..

Who knew ;)

Re: Um..Hello?

[elkoralish]

nope, not creepy. add away. I may even update eventually...