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Teddy Gieger = ♥

Today was the funeral.
It was super sad.
I was only able to say the 1st 2 lines of the Apostle's Creed.
I was crying the entire time.
I totally loved that man.
He was amazing.
The words to describe him don't exist.
That man will haunt my happiness.

I am in a daze.
I'm just kinda not here today.
I'll be okay though.

♥ to yall...

I don't know what to say.
I don't know what to feel.
I don't want to talk.
I'm just there...
I think I've cried as much as I can.
I don't want to talk about him.
Just know that I am 'grieving'
& FYI to those that don't know...
I totally hate these types of things.
I was forced to go to my dad's funeral.
I don't know how I'm gonna swing on this one.

I'm so scared. I'm really really sad. I don't know what to do. I will not be able to say goodbye. Everytime he's mentioned I freak out horribly. I never told him everything. He doesn't know that he's my hero. He doesn't know that he inspired me. HE is the reason I want to be what I do. He has influenced me so much. He's my 2nd father. My friend. ( Read more... )

Great Day.
Excellent Lunch.
Not gay day.
Band was bearable.
Had a great time at church.
& I absolutely ♥'ed seeing Jacob.
I love that boy.

I saw a great episode of Crimminal Minds.
Im watching CSI:NY.
I'm on the bored side.
On the very TIRED side.
I've had a good day.

Happy Ash Wendnesday.

<3 to yall...

Bored.
Emo.
Sick of Lg.
The end.

My depression is really sucking it up today..
I haven't talked to anybody this morning.
Just like yesterday.
Life sucks.

I hate BCIS
Everyone always asks me to help them
It is fucking anoying.
Yea.

Hey ashley...
Operation proana starts today.
Well... for me.
I'm 100% serious.
I ♥ you!

♥ to yall

Hottie on Grey's Anatomy...
Mr. Mc Steamy...
OH YEA!!!!
I ♥ my myspace!
Coffee = Life
Bad burn on my finger.
Animal porn?!

Amazing.
I don't think that I have ever cried this much.
I wish everyone would leave me alone.

I'm so sick of everything.
I'm so sick of everyone.
I'm at my lowest.
I'm sick to my stomach.
I'm frazzled.

I'm comming undone....
more & more each day.

There is so little for me to depend on.
It's depressing.

It is official.
I want to be an Ipod dancer.
End of entry...

♥ to yall...