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I'm so sorry hon :( I don't know what to say... except, you have every right to feel angry and upset. You can't decide how you feel, and it just shows how much love we are capable of having for an unborn human being... so try not to worry about your own emotions... just feel them... let them out... and then heal from them.
Also, I believe miscarried babies go to heaven.
I'll be praying for your brother and sister in law.
There can be nothing stupid about raw, honest emotion.
If you believe that God knew us from before we were conceived as it states in the Bible, then there must be a soul in even that little cluster of cells.
If you believe that, then yes, you should believe that the little one is now safely in God's arms.
Your pain is not irrelevant at all, my dear. Not at all. That child did not need to be given a face or form that your eye could appreciate in order for you to love it, in order to appreciate the beauty of a new life.
But where there is life, there is death. Where there is light, there is darkness. These things come hand in hand. Good with evil. Sanity with the lack there-of.
I'm sure you understand. Everything will be alright. The more angsty part of me believes that that baby is in a better place, even if there is no heaven, simply because this world is not what it could be.. it's not safe. I'm terrified for my own child, and thus able to relate to the feeling, or at least the fear, of loss.
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Also, I believe miscarried babies go to heaven.
I'll be praying for your brother and sister in law.
*hugs*
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I've been hugging my cat, sobbing to myself and posting replies on people's journals for the last 10 minutes.
The last thing I wanted to do was sound angsty. But dammit.. I have no idea what to do with myself, and I feel like our family was robbed. BLEH.
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If you believe that God knew us from before we were conceived as it states in the Bible, then there must be a soul in even that little cluster of cells.
If you believe that, then yes, you should believe that the little one is now safely in God's arms.
God Bless and Keep You.
HG
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But where there is life, there is death. Where there is light, there is darkness. These things come hand in hand. Good with evil. Sanity with the lack there-of.
I'm sure you understand. Everything will be alright. The more angsty part of me believes that that baby is in a better place, even if there is no heaven, simply because this world is not what it could be.. it's not safe. I'm terrified for my own child, and thus able to relate to the feeling, or at least the fear, of loss.
I'm terribly sorry, my dear.
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