Leader's Choice / Chapter 4 -
Title : Leader's Choice
Pairing : YunJae
Genre : Romance, Drama
Rating : PG13
Chapter : 4/13
Author : ellecho
Summary : What could possibly make YunHo break JaeJoong’s heart and leave him in the deep ocean of tears and pain?who could ruin our YunJae couple with just appearing so far? what could it be?“Love,First Love,Love,Pregnancy,Love”
More from Author : Let's forget about separeted TVXQ and pretend nothing happened. In this fan fiction, Our DBSK is not separeted, but they do live in different houses.
Chapter 4
~I'm Sexy And I Know It~
"why so sad?" Seunghi sat near Yunho on the sofa. He kept his eyes closed.
"I broke up with my lover" he sighed.
"you mean that narrow minded girl with nice clothing taste?~" Yunho looked at her with i'm-not-in-that-kind-of-mood-now gaze and her face changed.
"yes,that person. and please,I don't want to talk about this,Seunghi ah!"
"You're sad as if you lost someone!" she rised her eyebrow. " You know she was not the one to miss,right?so, don't worry! I cooked for you!" She jumep up and pointed to kitchen's direction.
"really?since when do you.."
"Didn't I tell you? I'm an amazing cook,haha!" she laughed her way to the kitchen, Yunho surely followed her.
Yes,food she made was very pretty,had a good smell and was unbelievably tasty! almost like Jaejoong's but so different from it. Not in 'Korean style'.
While Yunho was degusting Seunghi's food, Jaejoong stayed at home watching TV. as if he watched. His eyes were fixed on the screen but he didn't see or understand anything,he thought - about what had just happened.
He knew this is real life - not a random tv drama or stupid fanfic, he was all grown up and serious man,he shouldn't leave it like this,should he? and loud sound of footsteps cut his thoughts.
he turned around and faced the man who tried to enter his house quiently but still made some sounds.
"Ah, Yoochun-ah," Jaejoong stood up to greet his friend and sat down again.
"Jaejoong-ah,I... Door wasn't locked so I.." Yoochun pointed to the doors direction and looked away,he sighed outloud before he faced Jae again.
"Do you want coffee or..something?" JaeJoong changed chanel on TV and stared.
"No,I came to talk with you...Jae,what happened?" Yoochun sat besides him not even asking for permission.
"ah,that..no,nothing."
"you can tell me, we're friends...after all we're soulmates,aren't we?" Yoochun held his hand. Lead singer's hands were trembling,they were freezing cold.
"yes,of course,Just..." Jae sighed, he felt how heavy upcoming tears had become,He covered his mouth and whispered "me and Yunho,we broke up."
Younger man's eyes got wide and mouth opened making weak sound "eeh?"
"But,everything was so fine,wasn't it?!"
"He told me he's confused...I thinkhe simply..he.." Jaejoong let himself say words he was afraid to think of. "he doesn't love me anymore."
"I don't believe it, through so many years what could change his mind?nothing. maybe there is another reason!"
"His friend..." Jaejoong mentioned as Yuchun blinked. "what do you know about it?"
"ah..that..don't tell me you're jealous!"
"no I'm not,I just... you said he met someone,didn't you? maybe.."
"Jae!no." Yuchun shouted pretty loudly and scared Jae." He met his friend who just arrived to Korea and sent him to the hotel,that's why he was late,There's nothing about the friend I'm sure!" He put his hand on Jae's sholder and warmed man with half-hug.
"Chun-ah..I thought,I had no reason to be sad,but it still hurts so much.." Jae's voice became deeper and started shaking. His eyes turned shiney and red.
"no,don'tw orry!" Yoochun hugged Jae very tigh " if you want,I'll talk with Yunho about this, we shouldn't act like sope opera charecters and leave this like that,right? we will find out! maybe Yunho has a problem or..." Yoochun shut up once he noticed how sad JaeJoong became everytime he heard Yunho's name.
"heeey,Why so sad?!I came here to have fun! let's watch a movie or play something!" he jumped up and took off his jacket "do you have an icecream?"
"it's in freezer.." sighed Jae with little smile
"Let's have fun!" Screamed Yuchun like crazy scaring Jae \,who almost fell off the sofa.
Yoochun was an amazing friend, Supporting,loving,understanding.. After all he was the one who brought YunJae together, Of course those two couldn't really confess and spent time acting weird towards each other. Yuchun didn't want to believe that Yunho could just stop loving Jaejoong so easily,which was impossible - he thought. Was there any possibility that Yunho could change his mind falling for someone else? well, Yuchun was a bandmate so he clearly remembered how many times background dancers and other sexy girls from their company used to seduce handsome Yunho, but nothing worked on him. They seduced with body - Jaejoong's was better, They seduced with food? - Yunho prefered Jaejoong's, They seduced with smiles? - What could be more beautiful than Jaejoong's smile? They seduced with warm heart and kind personality? - do I even have to mention?, They seduced being sexy and naughty? - are you kidding me? all those look-at-my-big-boobs-and-sexy-butt demostrations failed ! nothing worked on Leader-sshi, because what he felt towards Jaejoong was so differet from a random desire, different than love - THIS was the love, which made Yunho give up his dreams,go against Family and traditions. Risk his career and curse himself for sinning,or whatever people called THIS.
Yuchun stayed at Jaejoong's house for the whole night and only left in the morning. When Jae woke up 'yesterday' didn't seem that sad anymore, also he was amazed that the car incident wasn't rumored all around the internet, now he was sure that fans could really understand him when he needed so. He still couldn't get used to the emptiness on his ring finger, He cursed himself for giving away Cartier ring Yunho bought him. Well,that Bomi-cassie saved his life and deserved way more than that, but still, Jaejoong couldn't calm himself not thinking that at any moment girl would decide to tell the whoile world,
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Vibrating phone under the pillow woke Yunho up. he searched for it not even opening his eyes - half hoping that annoying sound would stop but it only contuned. When he finally reached his phone shiney screen broke calming darkness and hurt his eyes. Yunho recognized the number and answered the call.
"why so early?"
"Sorry hyung, I'm going to spend the whole day at studio so i thought I should call you now,because I may not be able to do it later."
"what's wrong,Yuchun?"
"Why did you break up with him?" Yuchun asked confidently,Yunho could hear him clearly.
"I didn't want to break up,I told him I wanted to take a rest..." Yunho sat up and turned on the lights,when he understood seunghi might hear him he continued whispering and checked the room to make sure only he was there "he was the one who brought up that breaking up topic.I only agreed."
"what the f*ck happened to you?!" cursed Yuchun,He had never been so unrepectful towards his leader.
"I...This is difficult! like I said I wanna be alone for sometime and-"
"com to the studio,now!Let's talk face to face!" Yunchun gave orders like a leader,which made yunho worry. He had never been like this! was it all beause of Jaejoong? He couldn't even answer,Yuchun hang up. He showered,dressed up and was about to leave house when he ran into Seunghi which was standing with tooth-brush, staring at him.
"Practice?" she mumbled
"Yeah, kind of. Why did you wake up so early?"
"I can't get used to the timezone here..Whatever, good luck!" She made a peace sign and cheering smile.
"Thank you, ah and please don't be lonely, watch TV or something.. Leave me a note if you go out!"
"Can I clean up the house?"
"You should rest!"
"That's my pleasure,Yunho-ah!don't worry!"
Yunho smirked "don't get tired! get some sleep.." he sighed and left.
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"Yaah! Dongsengie! Your fridge is absolutely empty! what do you eat?!" Shouted Jaejoong's sister in worry "yah! put down that icecream!" she took his icecream and placed it on the table. Jaejoong placed spoon into his mouth and looked at her like 'don't punish me noona' cute expression.
"aiish.. you're hopeless" Laughed she half joking and went to the kitchen when Jaejoong's voice made hers top.
"noona-yah.." his voice was broken "what should person do when he;s left without any reasons?"
She quickly ran and sat near him, faced him with warm and loving glare.
"There is nothing such as 'no reason' in a real relationship,Jaejoong-ah,the left person shouldn't give up his love so easily,he should immediately find out..what if the other side has some problems and is kind of lost?have you thought of that? what if she's in trouble?"
Jaejoong smirked when she mentioned "she" as he didn't tell his family about his repationship with Yunho.
"what should I do?! how should I find out when the person completelt ignores me?!"
"She might ignore couple of calls or messages but you have to be strong enough to face her after that! You should stop her and ask with courage! She can't resist you,I'm sure!"
"maybe you're right..Thank you noona.." he kissed her cheek
"still,I'm very offended! why didn't you tell me you had a girlfriend?! is it something serious?"
"Well,it was up to now,I guess..."
Jaejoong followed his sisters advice, He quickly put on jacket and shoes and drove to Yunho's house to get more answers. On his way, He bought some food to have a reason to enter at first.
He entered the big building and went up to 9th floor on elevator.( Luxorious apartaments)
He knocked on the door and bit his lip,hoping that Yunho would at least open the door.
He heard footsteps getting closer and held his breathe, Door opened. A girl was standing and staring at him with her eyebrow up.
"Yes?" She wore only underwear and very familiar t-shirt.
"I'm sorry,I Think I knocked on the wrong door," He was about to bow when his eyes fixed on the t-shirt he recognized.He looked up at the girl and analised her face,then body. She was pretty,tall... and had sexy long legs.
"e..excuse me," Jae looked away,his voice broke "does Jung Yunho live here?"
"Um yes,But he can't talk with you right now,he's-"
"bussy with..other stuff.." Jae smirked and covered his face to hold hystericall laughter " I see why,Well then, I'll go...Oh, I brought some food so..."
"no need,I cooked already." Jae's heart ripped..she...cooked for him.PERFECT . . .
"I'll go then," he turned with back and was about to leave.
"wait, aren't you Kim Jaejoong?"
"No,You've..mistaken me. Excuse me," said he and left without turning back, he cried the whole way home.
Yunho cheated. He was in love with someone else, and this someone was a female. Female with an amazing body shape,pretty face and beautiful long hair.Wasn't she Yunho's perfection?That's what made him confused,no? He is with the girl now...She's cooking for him,making love with him,walking half naked around his house,wearing Jaejoong's old t-shirt he'd left at Yunho's house once...Fact that Yunho let her wear it meant that Yunho completely forgot him and didn't even feel awkward knowing his girl wore his ex's t-shirt. Seems like he'd really forgotten.
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"..so that's all because the girl confused you?!"
"Yuchun,if you dare to tell Jaejoong,I'll.."
"I won't,I promise! listen, You've been with Jaejoong for so long, you can't just forget him, do you think you love that girl?!"
"I...Don't know what to think,I just...I don't know what to feel anymore..Seunghi is not that easy.."
"And Jaejoong is?! .." Yuchun sighed "Yunhoyah, Someday all of us have to face their first loves, some face them when they;re already married and have kids,yes, this brings stomach chills and makes you really confused,makes you overthink your life and look differently at the person who's by your side now. But Jaejoong doesn't deserve to be heartbroken like this! You should solve this! you should compare them and you will understand,who is who and who YOU want to be with..still,I think this is kind of selfish, why do you have to choose? it's not about the choice, Jaejoong may seriously misunderstand you and won't accept you back! Don't comfort yourself with thoughts that you can get back to him anytime you want only because he's so naive and gentle,and he loves you more then anything.. Don't be that stupid, Hyung!"
"yes, that sounds awful..comparing them...I just want to get away from this awkward feeling."
"Why don't you..why don't you get the girl closer to us,huh?let her be our friend,maybe she and Jaejoong will even become friends! you know how sociable he is,even thought you say she's not that 'easy'...hm?Let's go out together,all of us! you should change your acting towards Jaejoong and be warm an friendly! ignorance makes no good for you,hyung!"
"That's an amazing idea,Chun-ah!But where should we go?!"
"I heard new club has opened nearby, We could go after the practice,tonight!"
"Whoa, that's right!I'll call her! Call guys!" Yunho grabbed his cellephone and ran through contacts.
"erm, There's no need,They'll be here very soon, 10 minutes before the said time,we have a practice,did you forget?!"
"Ah, That's right!"
As said, Changmin and Junsu came very soon after that,together. Jaejoong followed them after couple of minutes. As he did, Yunho found strength and ran to him
"Yah!Jaejoongie!" He screamed,But Jaejoong didn't reply with any emotions,Yunho hugged him and brought him into the middle of the studio
"How are you?!" He asked and ruffled his hair.
"Yu..nho?" JaeJoong analised Yunho's face.
What was wrong with this man?! For a single second, Jaejoong really thought that nothing has ever changed. They they were still together, but then he brought himself back to reality.
"We have to practice!" Jae pushed him away,slowly,not facing the man. He made his way to the changing room,calmly and slowly,without seeking much attention.
When he got back,Everyone was waiting for him as they already started the practice.
"Yah!You started without me?!" he ran to Yoochun and hugged him, When Yunho watched them being so happy he became jealous. Well, Yuchun was not the one who could cause it of course but still, This made Yunho think that this break up meant nothing to Jaejoong, What if he already forgot him? what if he didn't need him anymore?
Yunho was good at noticing every little detail that changed about Jaejoong. Yes, Jaejoong looked kind of happy, Still, He could see circles under Jae's eyes, his sleepeless and tired eyes. But nothing could change the fact that Jaejoong was not wearing their promise ring, Even thought he'd take it off only when he doesn't love him anymore, which meant - never.
At least, Yunho thought so.
"Yah, Guys!" Shouted Yunho to get some attention from tired bandmates who were resting right on the floor."I have a request!"
"what is it?!" Junsu jumped up as if he wasn't tired,but when he felt all his muscules were rippin in pain,he again fell down in pain.
"Today,I wanna go to the new club with you guys! It's for celebrities only so don't worry at all!"
"Why so sudden?!" Changmin's curiosity..
"He'll pay~" Yuchun put his hand on Yunho's sholder.
"Then,I;ve got no more questions!" Laughed Changmin and helped Junsu to get up.
"Oh, you can bring friends with you,I'll bring mine for sure~" Shouted Yunho before they left.
"Friends?as If we have friends except us,lol!" Laughed Changmin,followed by dolphin laughter,
"Whatever," sighed Yunho.
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"Clubbing?tonight?with your bandmates?no."
Seunghi opened new pack of yoghurt and went to the living room.
"Seunghi-ah!Please!" Yunho followed her like a kid asking for candy.
"No! Yunho! They are your friends! YOUR friends,I don't even know them,Oppa~ I can't go,I'm confused."
"Seunghi-ah,They'll bring their friends too! There's no reason to be shy!"
"I have nothing to wea-" Yunho clapped loudly and pointed at her before she finished the sentence.
"Yah! That's what I thought!" He clapped again "and I bought you a dress."
Seunghi's eyes got wide with anger, She stood up and put yoghurt on the table
"Yunho! What?! Are you crazy?!"
"No..no.." Pouted he "But lady from the market really thought so when I was the only man there.."
Seunghi laughed " and what did you tell her?!"
"That I'm buying something for my sister. But when they asked me about sizes I got confused, I only told them, 'long sexy legs,amazing body,beautiful sholders'.. that's why they thought I'm crazy.. no one talks about their sisters in that way...no?"
Seunghi blushed but was still very engry.
"I could were my white dress-"
"But this one is purple!"
"purple?"
"Purple!" he nodded cutely, Like a kid.
"Is it short?!"
"and super sexy!"
"Omg,Yunho,It's SHORT?!"
"Aaaaaand Super sexy!" He made a commercial intonation,She laughed.
"I can't wear short dress when you're friends are there..I'll be even more confused.."
"Heeey,Short and super sexy! Didn't I tell you?" They both laughed "Seunghi-ah,I really want to introduce you to my friends..I really wish you get along well."
Her heart melted when she heard Yunho so sad.
"Okay,Short and super sexy,huh?!" She smiled. Yunho hugged her
"Thank you! Oh, and I didn't know your actuall shoe size so I bought all the sizes of pretty shoes they had,it's...14 pairs." He pointed to tones of packs behind him
"you're really crazy!"
At those moments what Yunho felt was very different from love. He felt like having fun with her,He felt free and open, but this wasn't love. Absolutely not.
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'he'll bring that b*tch.' thought Jaejoong.
'Ugh,I really need to refresh this closet! sh*t..' he cursed a lot while he chose clothes for tonight. Tones of different t-shirts and jackets made his room messy like hell.
He couldn't decide,but only thing he knew was 'I must look hotter,pretties,sexier,better than her'
He made his choice.
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Yunho opened the car door for Seunghi , after what they entered the club,quickly and silently,making sure no one saw them.
Changmin and Junsu wer already sitting near their table,
"Yah!This is Seunghi!My high school friend! Seunghi,This are Kim Junsu and Shim Changmin!"
Seunghi bowed to both of them,
"Well,For you, she's Seunghi noona!" Laughed Yunho,but quickly stopped "hm,Where are Jae and Chun?"
"Yuchun went out to call Jae, music's too loud he couldn't hear him at all"
"Ah.." as if he heard his name,Yuchun appeared near them
"Hey guys!" He sat nearby "Jae's on his way,He'll be in a minute, He...llo" He only noticed Seunghi,She bowed " I'm Yuchun,nice to meet you" he bowed back.
Seunghi's face expression changed as she looked to the door's expression,
"hey,Look" she whispered to Yunho "Your boyfriend's here!"
"heey,I asked you not to joke about ja-" His jaw dropped when he saw Jaejoong walking towards them,It looked like a slow motion, He looked better than ever, hotter than ever, He wore PURPLE...Yunho's heartbeat ran fast,Jaejoong looked kind of feminine..but so hot. Was he seducing?!
"Hello," said JaeJoong and sat near Yuchun, face to face with Yunho,Then he faced Seunghi,Effect of her sexiness faded away since Jaejoong entered the building,all eyes were fixed on him."Hello," He didn't bow,only smirked and analised her look with his eyes,How strange,she wore purple too.
Yoochun held laughter,When he told Yunho to compare,He never thought it would turn out like this.
"It's Seunghi,Yunho's friend!" Said Yuchun as Yunho was too busy staring.
"Yes," Jae nodded and smiled,He talked very quetly, He knew how much that turned yunho on. " I know," he turned his smile to Yunho.
'I smell trouble' thought Yoochun. This all looked like a crazy movie. The way Jaejoong looked at her was..scaring! His eyes screamed 'I'll kill you at any possible chance!'
Yunho coughed and covered his forehead,
"I..We should drink" He drank his first cup of vodka,
But the "FUN" was only about to begin.
Pairing : YunJae
Genre : Romance, Drama
Rating : PG13
Chapter : 4/13
Author : ellecho
Summary : What could possibly make YunHo break JaeJoong’s heart and leave him in the deep ocean of tears and pain?who could ruin our YunJae couple with just appearing so far? what could it be?“Love,First Love,Love,Pregnancy,Love”
More from Author : Let's forget about separeted TVXQ and pretend nothing happened. In this fan fiction, Our DBSK is not separeted, but they do live in different houses.
Chapter 4
~I'm Sexy And I Know It~
"why so sad?" Seunghi sat near Yunho on the sofa. He kept his eyes closed.
"I broke up with my lover" he sighed.
"you mean that narrow minded girl with nice clothing taste?~" Yunho looked at her with i'm-not-in-that-kind-of-mood-now gaze and her face changed.
"yes,that person. and please,I don't want to talk about this,Seunghi ah!"
"You're sad as if you lost someone!" she rised her eyebrow. " You know she was not the one to miss,right?so, don't worry! I cooked for you!" She jumep up and pointed to kitchen's direction.
"really?since when do you.."
"Didn't I tell you? I'm an amazing cook,haha!" she laughed her way to the kitchen, Yunho surely followed her.
Yes,food she made was very pretty,had a good smell and was unbelievably tasty! almost like Jaejoong's but so different from it. Not in 'Korean style'.
While Yunho was degusting Seunghi's food, Jaejoong stayed at home watching TV. as if he watched. His eyes were fixed on the screen but he didn't see or understand anything,he thought - about what had just happened.
He knew this is real life - not a random tv drama or stupid fanfic, he was all grown up and serious man,he shouldn't leave it like this,should he? and loud sound of footsteps cut his thoughts.
he turned around and faced the man who tried to enter his house quiently but still made some sounds.
"Ah, Yoochun-ah," Jaejoong stood up to greet his friend and sat down again.
"Jaejoong-ah,I... Door wasn't locked so I.." Yoochun pointed to the doors direction and looked away,he sighed outloud before he faced Jae again.
"Do you want coffee or..something?" JaeJoong changed chanel on TV and stared.
"No,I came to talk with you...Jae,what happened?" Yoochun sat besides him not even asking for permission.
"ah,that..no,nothing."
"you can tell me, we're friends...after all we're soulmates,aren't we?" Yoochun held his hand. Lead singer's hands were trembling,they were freezing cold.
"yes,of course,Just..." Jae sighed, he felt how heavy upcoming tears had become,He covered his mouth and whispered "me and Yunho,we broke up."
Younger man's eyes got wide and mouth opened making weak sound "eeh?"
"But,everything was so fine,wasn't it?!"
"He told me he's confused...I thinkhe simply..he.." Jaejoong let himself say words he was afraid to think of. "he doesn't love me anymore."
"I don't believe it, through so many years what could change his mind?nothing. maybe there is another reason!"
"His friend..." Jaejoong mentioned as Yuchun blinked. "what do you know about it?"
"ah..that..don't tell me you're jealous!"
"no I'm not,I just... you said he met someone,didn't you? maybe.."
"Jae!no." Yuchun shouted pretty loudly and scared Jae." He met his friend who just arrived to Korea and sent him to the hotel,that's why he was late,There's nothing about the friend I'm sure!" He put his hand on Jae's sholder and warmed man with half-hug.
"Chun-ah..I thought,I had no reason to be sad,but it still hurts so much.." Jae's voice became deeper and started shaking. His eyes turned shiney and red.
"no,don'tw orry!" Yoochun hugged Jae very tigh " if you want,I'll talk with Yunho about this, we shouldn't act like sope opera charecters and leave this like that,right? we will find out! maybe Yunho has a problem or..." Yoochun shut up once he noticed how sad JaeJoong became everytime he heard Yunho's name.
"heeey,Why so sad?!I came here to have fun! let's watch a movie or play something!" he jumped up and took off his jacket "do you have an icecream?"
"it's in freezer.." sighed Jae with little smile
"Let's have fun!" Screamed Yuchun like crazy scaring Jae \,who almost fell off the sofa.
Yoochun was an amazing friend, Supporting,loving,understanding.. After all he was the one who brought YunJae together, Of course those two couldn't really confess and spent time acting weird towards each other. Yuchun didn't want to believe that Yunho could just stop loving Jaejoong so easily,which was impossible - he thought. Was there any possibility that Yunho could change his mind falling for someone else? well, Yuchun was a bandmate so he clearly remembered how many times background dancers and other sexy girls from their company used to seduce handsome Yunho, but nothing worked on him. They seduced with body - Jaejoong's was better, They seduced with food? - Yunho prefered Jaejoong's, They seduced with smiles? - What could be more beautiful than Jaejoong's smile? They seduced with warm heart and kind personality? - do I even have to mention?, They seduced being sexy and naughty? - are you kidding me? all those look-at-my-big-boobs-and-sexy-butt demostrations failed ! nothing worked on Leader-sshi, because what he felt towards Jaejoong was so differet from a random desire, different than love - THIS was the love, which made Yunho give up his dreams,go against Family and traditions. Risk his career and curse himself for sinning,or whatever people called THIS.
Yuchun stayed at Jaejoong's house for the whole night and only left in the morning. When Jae woke up 'yesterday' didn't seem that sad anymore, also he was amazed that the car incident wasn't rumored all around the internet, now he was sure that fans could really understand him when he needed so. He still couldn't get used to the emptiness on his ring finger, He cursed himself for giving away Cartier ring Yunho bought him. Well,that Bomi-cassie saved his life and deserved way more than that, but still, Jaejoong couldn't calm himself not thinking that at any moment girl would decide to tell the whoile world,
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Vibrating phone under the pillow woke Yunho up. he searched for it not even opening his eyes - half hoping that annoying sound would stop but it only contuned. When he finally reached his phone shiney screen broke calming darkness and hurt his eyes. Yunho recognized the number and answered the call.
"why so early?"
"Sorry hyung, I'm going to spend the whole day at studio so i thought I should call you now,because I may not be able to do it later."
"what's wrong,Yuchun?"
"Why did you break up with him?" Yuchun asked confidently,Yunho could hear him clearly.
"I didn't want to break up,I told him I wanted to take a rest..." Yunho sat up and turned on the lights,when he understood seunghi might hear him he continued whispering and checked the room to make sure only he was there "he was the one who brought up that breaking up topic.I only agreed."
"what the f*ck happened to you?!" cursed Yuchun,He had never been so unrepectful towards his leader.
"I...This is difficult! like I said I wanna be alone for sometime and-"
"com to the studio,now!Let's talk face to face!" Yunchun gave orders like a leader,which made yunho worry. He had never been like this! was it all beause of Jaejoong? He couldn't even answer,Yuchun hang up. He showered,dressed up and was about to leave house when he ran into Seunghi which was standing with tooth-brush, staring at him.
"Practice?" she mumbled
"Yeah, kind of. Why did you wake up so early?"
"I can't get used to the timezone here..Whatever, good luck!" She made a peace sign and cheering smile.
"Thank you, ah and please don't be lonely, watch TV or something.. Leave me a note if you go out!"
"Can I clean up the house?"
"You should rest!"
"That's my pleasure,Yunho-ah!don't worry!"
Yunho smirked "don't get tired! get some sleep.." he sighed and left.
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"Yaah! Dongsengie! Your fridge is absolutely empty! what do you eat?!" Shouted Jaejoong's sister in worry "yah! put down that icecream!" she took his icecream and placed it on the table. Jaejoong placed spoon into his mouth and looked at her like 'don't punish me noona' cute expression.
"aiish.. you're hopeless" Laughed she half joking and went to the kitchen when Jaejoong's voice made hers top.
"noona-yah.." his voice was broken "what should person do when he;s left without any reasons?"
She quickly ran and sat near him, faced him with warm and loving glare.
"There is nothing such as 'no reason' in a real relationship,Jaejoong-ah,the left person shouldn't give up his love so easily,he should immediately find out..what if the other side has some problems and is kind of lost?have you thought of that? what if she's in trouble?"
Jaejoong smirked when she mentioned "she" as he didn't tell his family about his repationship with Yunho.
"what should I do?! how should I find out when the person completelt ignores me?!"
"She might ignore couple of calls or messages but you have to be strong enough to face her after that! You should stop her and ask with courage! She can't resist you,I'm sure!"
"maybe you're right..Thank you noona.." he kissed her cheek
"still,I'm very offended! why didn't you tell me you had a girlfriend?! is it something serious?"
"Well,it was up to now,I guess..."
Jaejoong followed his sisters advice, He quickly put on jacket and shoes and drove to Yunho's house to get more answers. On his way, He bought some food to have a reason to enter at first.
He entered the big building and went up to 9th floor on elevator.( Luxorious apartaments)
He knocked on the door and bit his lip,hoping that Yunho would at least open the door.
He heard footsteps getting closer and held his breathe, Door opened. A girl was standing and staring at him with her eyebrow up.
"Yes?" She wore only underwear and very familiar t-shirt.
"I'm sorry,I Think I knocked on the wrong door," He was about to bow when his eyes fixed on the t-shirt he recognized.He looked up at the girl and analised her face,then body. She was pretty,tall... and had sexy long legs.
"e..excuse me," Jae looked away,his voice broke "does Jung Yunho live here?"
"Um yes,But he can't talk with you right now,he's-"
"bussy with..other stuff.." Jae smirked and covered his face to hold hystericall laughter " I see why,Well then, I'll go...Oh, I brought some food so..."
"no need,I cooked already." Jae's heart ripped..she...cooked for him.PERFECT . . .
"I'll go then," he turned with back and was about to leave.
"wait, aren't you Kim Jaejoong?"
"No,You've..mistaken me. Excuse me," said he and left without turning back, he cried the whole way home.
Yunho cheated. He was in love with someone else, and this someone was a female. Female with an amazing body shape,pretty face and beautiful long hair.Wasn't she Yunho's perfection?That's what made him confused,no? He is with the girl now...She's cooking for him,making love with him,walking half naked around his house,wearing Jaejoong's old t-shirt he'd left at Yunho's house once...Fact that Yunho let her wear it meant that Yunho completely forgot him and didn't even feel awkward knowing his girl wore his ex's t-shirt. Seems like he'd really forgotten.
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"..so that's all because the girl confused you?!"
"Yuchun,if you dare to tell Jaejoong,I'll.."
"I won't,I promise! listen, You've been with Jaejoong for so long, you can't just forget him, do you think you love that girl?!"
"I...Don't know what to think,I just...I don't know what to feel anymore..Seunghi is not that easy.."
"And Jaejoong is?! .." Yuchun sighed "Yunhoyah, Someday all of us have to face their first loves, some face them when they;re already married and have kids,yes, this brings stomach chills and makes you really confused,makes you overthink your life and look differently at the person who's by your side now. But Jaejoong doesn't deserve to be heartbroken like this! You should solve this! you should compare them and you will understand,who is who and who YOU want to be with..still,I think this is kind of selfish, why do you have to choose? it's not about the choice, Jaejoong may seriously misunderstand you and won't accept you back! Don't comfort yourself with thoughts that you can get back to him anytime you want only because he's so naive and gentle,and he loves you more then anything.. Don't be that stupid, Hyung!"
"yes, that sounds awful..comparing them...I just want to get away from this awkward feeling."
"Why don't you..why don't you get the girl closer to us,huh?let her be our friend,maybe she and Jaejoong will even become friends! you know how sociable he is,even thought you say she's not that 'easy'...hm?Let's go out together,all of us! you should change your acting towards Jaejoong and be warm an friendly! ignorance makes no good for you,hyung!"
"That's an amazing idea,Chun-ah!But where should we go?!"
"I heard new club has opened nearby, We could go after the practice,tonight!"
"Whoa, that's right!I'll call her! Call guys!" Yunho grabbed his cellephone and ran through contacts.
"erm, There's no need,They'll be here very soon, 10 minutes before the said time,we have a practice,did you forget?!"
"Ah, That's right!"
As said, Changmin and Junsu came very soon after that,together. Jaejoong followed them after couple of minutes. As he did, Yunho found strength and ran to him
"Yah!Jaejoongie!" He screamed,But Jaejoong didn't reply with any emotions,Yunho hugged him and brought him into the middle of the studio
"How are you?!" He asked and ruffled his hair.
"Yu..nho?" JaeJoong analised Yunho's face.
What was wrong with this man?! For a single second, Jaejoong really thought that nothing has ever changed. They they were still together, but then he brought himself back to reality.
"We have to practice!" Jae pushed him away,slowly,not facing the man. He made his way to the changing room,calmly and slowly,without seeking much attention.
When he got back,Everyone was waiting for him as they already started the practice.
"Yah!You started without me?!" he ran to Yoochun and hugged him, When Yunho watched them being so happy he became jealous. Well, Yuchun was not the one who could cause it of course but still, This made Yunho think that this break up meant nothing to Jaejoong, What if he already forgot him? what if he didn't need him anymore?
Yunho was good at noticing every little detail that changed about Jaejoong. Yes, Jaejoong looked kind of happy, Still, He could see circles under Jae's eyes, his sleepeless and tired eyes. But nothing could change the fact that Jaejoong was not wearing their promise ring, Even thought he'd take it off only when he doesn't love him anymore, which meant - never.
At least, Yunho thought so.
"Yah, Guys!" Shouted Yunho to get some attention from tired bandmates who were resting right on the floor."I have a request!"
"what is it?!" Junsu jumped up as if he wasn't tired,but when he felt all his muscules were rippin in pain,he again fell down in pain.
"Today,I wanna go to the new club with you guys! It's for celebrities only so don't worry at all!"
"Why so sudden?!" Changmin's curiosity..
"He'll pay~" Yuchun put his hand on Yunho's sholder.
"Then,I;ve got no more questions!" Laughed Changmin and helped Junsu to get up.
"Oh, you can bring friends with you,I'll bring mine for sure~" Shouted Yunho before they left.
"Friends?as If we have friends except us,lol!" Laughed Changmin,followed by dolphin laughter,
"Whatever," sighed Yunho.
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"Clubbing?tonight?with your bandmates?no."
Seunghi opened new pack of yoghurt and went to the living room.
"Seunghi-ah!Please!" Yunho followed her like a kid asking for candy.
"No! Yunho! They are your friends! YOUR friends,I don't even know them,Oppa~ I can't go,I'm confused."
"Seunghi-ah,They'll bring their friends too! There's no reason to be shy!"
"I have nothing to wea-" Yunho clapped loudly and pointed at her before she finished the sentence.
"Yah! That's what I thought!" He clapped again "and I bought you a dress."
Seunghi's eyes got wide with anger, She stood up and put yoghurt on the table
"Yunho! What?! Are you crazy?!"
"No..no.." Pouted he "But lady from the market really thought so when I was the only man there.."
Seunghi laughed " and what did you tell her?!"
"That I'm buying something for my sister. But when they asked me about sizes I got confused, I only told them, 'long sexy legs,amazing body,beautiful sholders'.. that's why they thought I'm crazy.. no one talks about their sisters in that way...no?"
Seunghi blushed but was still very engry.
"I could were my white dress-"
"But this one is purple!"
"purple?"
"Purple!" he nodded cutely, Like a kid.
"Is it short?!"
"and super sexy!"
"Omg,Yunho,It's SHORT?!"
"Aaaaaand Super sexy!" He made a commercial intonation,She laughed.
"I can't wear short dress when you're friends are there..I'll be even more confused.."
"Heeey,Short and super sexy! Didn't I tell you?" They both laughed "Seunghi-ah,I really want to introduce you to my friends..I really wish you get along well."
Her heart melted when she heard Yunho so sad.
"Okay,Short and super sexy,huh?!" She smiled. Yunho hugged her
"Thank you! Oh, and I didn't know your actuall shoe size so I bought all the sizes of pretty shoes they had,it's...14 pairs." He pointed to tones of packs behind him
"you're really crazy!"
At those moments what Yunho felt was very different from love. He felt like having fun with her,He felt free and open, but this wasn't love. Absolutely not.
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'he'll bring that b*tch.' thought Jaejoong.
'Ugh,I really need to refresh this closet! sh*t..' he cursed a lot while he chose clothes for tonight. Tones of different t-shirts and jackets made his room messy like hell.
He couldn't decide,but only thing he knew was 'I must look hotter,pretties,sexier,better than her'
He made his choice.
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Yunho opened the car door for Seunghi , after what they entered the club,quickly and silently,making sure no one saw them.
Changmin and Junsu wer already sitting near their table,
"Yah!This is Seunghi!My high school friend! Seunghi,This are Kim Junsu and Shim Changmin!"
Seunghi bowed to both of them,
"Well,For you, she's Seunghi noona!" Laughed Yunho,but quickly stopped "hm,Where are Jae and Chun?"
"Yuchun went out to call Jae, music's too loud he couldn't hear him at all"
"Ah.." as if he heard his name,Yuchun appeared near them
"Hey guys!" He sat nearby "Jae's on his way,He'll be in a minute, He...llo" He only noticed Seunghi,She bowed " I'm Yuchun,nice to meet you" he bowed back.
Seunghi's face expression changed as she looked to the door's expression,
"hey,Look" she whispered to Yunho "Your boyfriend's here!"
"heey,I asked you not to joke about ja-" His jaw dropped when he saw Jaejoong walking towards them,It looked like a slow motion, He looked better than ever, hotter than ever, He wore PURPLE...Yunho's heartbeat ran fast,Jaejoong looked kind of feminine..but so hot. Was he seducing?!
"Hello," said JaeJoong and sat near Yuchun, face to face with Yunho,Then he faced Seunghi,Effect of her sexiness faded away since Jaejoong entered the building,all eyes were fixed on him."Hello," He didn't bow,only smirked and analised her look with his eyes,How strange,she wore purple too.
Yoochun held laughter,When he told Yunho to compare,He never thought it would turn out like this.
"It's Seunghi,Yunho's friend!" Said Yuchun as Yunho was too busy staring.
"Yes," Jae nodded and smiled,He talked very quetly, He knew how much that turned yunho on. " I know," he turned his smile to Yunho.
'I smell trouble' thought Yoochun. This all looked like a crazy movie. The way Jaejoong looked at her was..scaring! His eyes screamed 'I'll kill you at any possible chance!'
Yunho coughed and covered his forehead,
"I..We should drink" He drank his first cup of vodka,
But the "FUN" was only about to begin.