Title : Leader's Choice
Pairing : YunJae
Genre : Romance, Drama
Rating : PG13
Chapter : 4/13
Author : ellecho
Summary : What could possibly make YunHo break JaeJoong’s heart and leave him in the deep ocean of tears and pain?who could ruin our YunJae couple with just appearing so far? what could it be?“Love,First Love,Love,Pregnancy,Love”
More from Author : Let's forget about separeted TVXQ and pretend nothing happened. In this fan fiction, Our DBSK is not separeted, but they do live in different houses.
Chapter 5
~Bitch-Slap~
Loud music was vibration inside of their hearts. Too loud basses, They could hardly hear each other,if they wanted to say something, They shouted with help of hand gestures.
"So,Seunghiah" Smiled Jae looking at his glass of orange juice mixed with vodka, "It's been a long time since you know Yunho,No?"
Jaejoong made circles on the top of his glass,which made Yunho stare.
"Ah, yes!" She bowed "We know each other since we were kids!"
"Oh,interesting." Sighed he and smiled to her. " You haven't told us about her,Yunnie~"
JaeJoong turned to face Yunho,There was something too hot in that gaze,Yunho forgot how to speak.
"we..we..well,I..we..I.."
Jaejoong smirked and again looked at Seunghi, he carefully analised her legs under the table
"You have a good body,are you a model?"
"um..." She blushed
"Don't be shy! When you've got such a body you should use it.." Jae threw sharp glare but then his face turned warm and loving again "in a right way."
"Thank..you?" SHe smirked.
"Seunghi-ah!" shouted he suddenly and scared everyone,still his serious pose didn't change."your face..is that a plastic surgery?"
"Oh,no!" She laughed,
"Oh,really?it looks like a cheap surgery though.." Jaejoong's sharp comment interrupted her laughter and smile immediately faded from her face.
"Excuse me?!"
"You don't have to be sorry, It's okay~" Smiled Jaejoong,which looked quite bitchy now, YuChun did a trimple :facepalm: , Junsu's eyes got wide like 'omg hyung what the hell?you should be nice!' and Changmin was too bussy eating.
Yunho sighed and tried to butt in,but as he said.. Seunghi didn't seem to give up that 'easily'
"Oh,I'm sorry for You,Jaejoong-ah,I shouldn't look this well when we all know how much you envy female bodies..well,Unfortunately,Jaejoong-ah, 'CHEAP SURGERY' can't fix that, Sorry"
'that was bitter' thought YuChun,he was only curious about what would happen next..
"Million girls dream that once they can wake up in the morning as Kim JaeJoong, I think you have wrong information about who's envy and who's not,Dongsengie~"
Jaejoong really Acted Bitchy. Yuchun even got worried,because he was about to involve fans which looked selfish,but he knew,when he said so,he never meant it for real,he used to joke about that !
"How nice? and how do you feel after making 'millions of girls' mentally ill with such a desire?Must be really pleasing,no?"
"What do you know about pleasure,Dongsengie? it's not about being f*cked by 20 years older men to get into the idol industry! or do you think opposite?"
"Oh,I should be one saying that though, At least I have an excuse for being female, I should be called whore then,but what should people call man with undecided gender known as Kim Jaejoong?"
"This person known as kim jaejoong who,as you say, has an undecided gender is about to make sure you're a whore!"
"Oh really?and what are you going to do?Slap me in the face? Or call your boyfriend?"
Yuchun choked with juice and started coughing.
"I'm strong enough to protect myself,I won't slap you simply because you're a weak long legged female whore."
"Then the weak long legged female whore slapps you!" She slapped Jaejoong right in the face, He slapped her face then. They stood up and Yunho stood up and butt in
"wo-wo-wo-wooow! Stop it!What kind of behaviour is that,Huh? You are the one you started it and you can't deny it!"
"but Yunho,She hit me!" JaeJoong stood behind Yunho,It really looked like he was about to report to his boyfriend
"you called me whore!"
"Want me to say that again,WHore?!"
Seunghi went to hit jae again but Yunho held her tigh.
"STOP IT! people start staring.." whispered Junsu
"Seunghi-ah, Jaejoong's a bit drunk, Please don't hate him! He'll regret when he's sober,I promise" YuChun put his hand on Seunghi's sholder and pushed her aside,away from rustling.
"I trully hope you're drunk too,Cause you really don't say words like that,right,Seunghiah?" Smirked Yunho
Jaejoong laughed,came near Seunghi and half-hugged her
"Guys,You're so stoooopid, we're just joking,aren't we ,Seung-ah?!" He poked her cheek cutely,She analised his face and then turned to guys
"Yes,It's okay,We're just joking!" She nodded and laughed too.
"Seungah,Let's go and dance,Is that okay if I dance with your friend,Yunho?" Jaejoong was teasing,He rised his eyebrows and threw an evil smile at him.
"Of course,If she wants to."
JaeJoong and Seunghi danced away and faded in the crowd
"Why did you say that?!" WHispered she
"Look,you have no reason to blame me,What I say about you, is truth, You ruined my life!"
"How?!WHat?!Do I even know you?!" Her eyes got wider.
"Oh,You don't,Of course you don't.." Smirked Jae,but his eyes went bloody and teary
Seunghi noticed that for sure,She took a deep breathe, Whatever it was,It made her worry,For no reason for a second she felt sorry for him because she saw too much pain gathering in his eyes.
"Besides that you're a cheap whore, you're a thief.."
"What?! I've never stolen anything! I think you have mistaken me with som-"
"You..." Jaejoong drank wisky from bottle and faced her again,with tears and shakey voice "you stole my t-shirt!"
"What?!" she shouted "why or when or for wh-"
"and you stole my Yunho!" Jaejoong looked right into her eyes as tears ran down to his cheeks,he shouted. She froze.
Seunghi absolutely froze. She couldn't even blink. Suddenly she took Jaejoong;s bottle of wisky and drank it
"Your Yunho?!" She faced him again.
"Yes!My Yunho!"
"your...yunho..." She drank again,Then turned to one who brins drinks and handed two big bottles of alcohol "Excuse me," She turned to Jae again, "What did I steal from you,again?"
"My t-shirt..and my Yunho!" Jae pouted,He continued drinking.
"What do you mean your Yunho? oh my.. you love Yunho?! You're seriously gay?!"
"I love Yunho more than anything! and am beloved by him too..was,at least.." he laughed,They both drank at the same time.
"Yunho is-"
"yes.We are...We were,together."
"So you are that narrow minded woman with.." Her eyes got wide
"excuse me,whaaat?" He laughed "you just called me a woman?"
"Oh my god!" she covered her face and opened new bottle
"You don't have to worry," he blinked and hiccoughed "My Yunnie chose you, you must be really good in bed...or else - I don't see any reasons for him to fall for you!"
Seunghi laughed
"and all this was because of Yunho?!" She drank again and again,
"Why are you laughing?Are you laughing at me?!"
"Yes!" She laughed and hiccoughed too.
Jaejoong got upset and ran away, she fell down,but then found strength to stand up and go to the table where other guys where sitting
"WHere;s Jaejoong?" asked Yuchun
"Oh,He lest..ages ago!"
"Where were you?"
"I was da..ncing!" she demonstrated few sexy moves."with my new friend!"
"New friend?" Smirked Yunho,She nodded.almost bowed
"You're drunk,You should rest!" Junsu stood up to help her as she was falling.
"No,I'm just kidding,I'm..I'll go now,I..My friend called me,Yunho,I wanna go check her,She's in Korea too, I might be late,don't worry!" She quickly grabbed her purse and ran
"TAKE KEYS!" shouted yunho
"I'll sleep in the hotel!" she shouted back not even turning.
Seunhi ran all over the parklot before she noticed JaeJoong searching for his keys near his car.He quickly ran to him
"Why did you run?I wanted to talk"
"I've got nothing to discuss with Yunho" Jaejoong looked serious but she could still smell sharp smell of alcohol while he talked
"You can't drive!"
"Oh,as if you can.."
"Listen,We have to talk!" She grabbed his keys and opened the car door, Well, She didn't sit on the driving chair,she went around the car and took place near Jaejoong.
"Go away!" SHe shouted rudely
"I'm not going anywhere before you listen to me!" She put on the thong and faced him again
"Drive carefully!"
Jaejoong ignored her and drove home,He Jumped outta car leaving her behind,he left the house door opened,as if a sign that he was still curious what was she going to tell him.
She followed Jaejoong to the bedroom. He fell on the bed and covered his face with pillows
"You're still there?!" whispered he throught those pink pillows.
"Yes,I am." She sat near him, "Jaejoong oppa, You have to listen..I have never slept with Yunho!"
Jaejoong threw away all pillows and looked at her with wide eyes.
"What?Really?"
"really,Jaejoong-ah! I don't even like him,We're not even together,I'm only his friend,I swear!"
Jaejoong's mind went upside down. He momentally regreted all the words he said, Maybe he was just being naive believing her so easily but if he believed that Yunho cheated,what if she didn't lie at all?
"When he talked about his lover,which I thought is a woman,but it turned out to be you,I always told him you'ne not the one to miss and you don't deserve to be by his side!" she sighed
"Oh,Thanks you" Jae smiled ironically
"But I didn't know he was in love with...you." she avoided eyecontact with him
"does it make a sense?"
"Yes it does. I've known Yunho since ages, I know him very well and I'm truly sure he'd never fall for a guy,if it would be a simple desire or mental problem..He always dreamed to have a perfect family..wife,children..He wanted to make his father proud."
'thanks for reminding me..' thought Jaejoong
"But if he really fell for you,this means he made you his exception. Maybe he really loves you,if he gave up his dreams for you."
'I know I should be thankful,Thanks again' Thought he.
"and... Yes,Once we liked each other..me and Yunho,but that was ages ago. Now I understand why he looked at you like that tonight, He looked at you the way he'll never look at me,DO you undesrtand that?"
"I try to but what you say sounds.."
"Too dramatic?no? I know, I know..and I'm sorry If I made you jealous,I didn't mean to.."
She started crying. Jaejoong felt sorry for her too,sorry for everything he'd said to her
"I really really don't think that every model is a whore,really!" He tried to search for cheery words but it was all that came to his mind for now,He really was sorry,
"I didn't want to become a model," She took off her high hills "I went to USA to continue my studyings..I wanted to become a lawyer..I was ugly,always. But suddenly I grew pretty and tall,My family really needed money so I agreed with the first contract I got.." These was so much sadness in her voice,which made Jaejoong hate himself now
"So, you're really a model,right?"
"Yes,I am." She covered her teary face with her hair,Jaejoong sat near her and lifter her face up, he looked into his eyes
"I am a singer,you know.." he whispered with serious face
"you know..I know it." whispered she.
What happened? No one will ever know what made Jaejoong kiss her. Even he didn't know,Well, and no one will ever know why didn't she stop him.. Everything went upside down, some colourless emotions,few moans and darkness.
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Jaejoong's alarm clock rang,He threw it away and tried to sit up,when killing pain in his head made him fall on the bed again.
'ouch'
Heard he,was it his imagination?hm, he got confused until he heard again
'you're lying on my hair,it hurts!'
someone whispered, Jaejoong froze,his wide eyes followed mysterious female voice,He looked left and saw long hair on the pillow hidding a face.
He saw a girl.
How do you think Jaejoong would act if he'd find naked girl in his bed in the morning? yes, he SCREAMED
"WHO ARE YOU!" and jumed out of bed covering his manhood with pillow while searching for his clothes.
"AAAAAAAAAAA!" she screamed and covered her body too,
"Se..Seunghi?!" Jaejoong almost fainted.
"Jaejoong?what are you doing in...your house?Oh my,what am I.."
Jaejoong bit his lip and made two circles panicing.
'omg,omg'
suddenly door bell rang,Both they had a mini heart attack
"You're awaiting someone?!" she whispered, Jaejoong shook his head with wide eyes,scared.
suddenly they heard "JAEJOONG-AH! IT'S YUNHO! PLEASE OPEN, I need to talk!"
Jaejoong fainted dead, Seunghi ran to him and slapped his face to wake him up
"Jaejoong!Jaejoong!" whispered she "wake up! It's not time for that!"
"god..kill me...kill me right now..please.." he whispered to himself ignoring her,with closed eyes.
"Jaejoong!It's Yunho!What shall we do?!" she bit her lip.
"yun..yun..ho?" he was about to faint again,But Seunghi shook his shoulders
"Don't!"
"Just..Just..Let's..not make any sounds... He'll think I'm not at home and go away?" whispered Jae
"JAEJOONG I KNOW YOU'RE AT HOME,PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR UNTIL SOMEONE SAW MEEE!" shouted Yunho as an aswer for the question he (of course) didn't hear
"Oh my god..kill me,Seunghi,Kill me,Please!" He cried
"Hold yourself,Jaejoong!" She almost shouted "Think,What shall we do?!"
Jae finally got his mind back,He stood up and looked around the room breathing heavily in a worry, he rubbed his neck.
"You should...Hide in the closet!" He pushed her into the closet
"Are you kidding me?! am I your lover or something?!" Jaejoong shut her up ,he threw her clothes at her
"I'll try to turn him out of the house! You wait there and don't make any sounds!" said Jae as he put on pants and random t-shirt.
He ran to the door and opened it,It was Yunho standing there with a happy face
"Heeeeeeeeeeeey" SHouted Jaejoong unnaturally, "Yunho!..why are you here?!" his face turned serious all of the sudden"
"Um,I wanted to talk." Yunho entered without a permission
"Few days ago we..broke up and you know It..I wanted to talk about..th-" Yunho hit the empty wisky bottle with his leg which then hit another empty bottle
"You...who drove you home?"
Jaejoong's face felt warm and blushed, He hardly ever lied but this time he knew he had to lie to survive.
"I drove myself,alone,haha.." He thew again the bottles "I was a bit drunk,but that's okay~" He sat on the bed
"I..Listen," Yunho sat near him and faced him "I have thought about what I;ve done and I did wrong,I reallyd didn't want to break up with you and I.."
Jaejoong saw Seungi's black underwear on the bad right between/behind them and he looked in first direction that came to his mind and sreamed "OMG CHANGMIN?!?!?!??!"
Yunho looked that way, Jaejoong quickly grabbed her panties and threw them under the bed.
"Wh..are you okay?" Yunho looked at him with raised eyebrow
"Yes,Yes,I am still paranoid that Changmin is going to eat my food..Forget it..SO what did you want to tell me?!"
"Here..I thought a lot,I..I know how selfish and stupid this may sound,I was confused having my own personal problems and I overthought our relationship,but I ended up thinking that now I love you even more than ever..I don't ask you to get back to me.." he sighed" okay,Okay, I BEG you to get back,boo~ Please?!" Yunho pouted,Jaejoong's heartbeat went fast.
"you..want me to get back?!"
"yes,Absolutely and completely,I miss you so much it has been like hell..I'm sorry!
"Oh,Yunnie!~" Jae hugged his neck so tigh that he couldn't breathe
"You accept me back?!"
"yes Yes and million times yes! I can't be prideful now,I've missed you like hell too!" Jae started crying
"I will make up for everything,I promise,"
"Really?!" Jaejoong whispered seductively "for everything?!"
"Yes,I swear..FOr example," He stood up "You asked me to refresh your closet with new stuff,Let's throw away all old thingies and buy you everything new!" Yunho went to the closet's direction
'oh my oh my,no!!' thought Seunghi as Yunho got very DANGEROUSLY close
"NOOOOOOOO!" Jae covered the door with his body " Yuuuuunnie,why now?! Aren't you tired after the work?You should rest! want me to make some resting massage for you?!"
"No,Jaejoong,I promised and I will keep my promise,Get off my way," He pushed Jaejoong away gently.
Jaejoong stood behind him and covered his face in shame,Yunho was about to open the closet door
"Yunho." said Jaejoong in a deep voice which made Yunho face him,
"what?" Yunho furrowed his eyebrows
"I want you." Yunho blinked,his eyes turned wide open, "NOW!"
Af if he could ever resist Jaejoong..No he couldn't. And of course his thirst for Jaejoong played a great role in it, after hurting his Boojae this much, He would even give up his life for him, now Yunho was beholden to him forever.
Jaejoong grabbed his t-shirt and covered Yunho's neck with soft and wet kissed,Younger man's eyes closed in pleasure of missed touch, Yunho took off his t-shirt and threw it in unknown direction.Jaejoong drew circles and hearts on yunho's abdomen, They stared into ech other's eyes,both burning with desire - They kissed. First it was soft,gentle, but then Yunho made it rough, he forced Jae to open his mouth(Oh, as if Jae didn't want it,haha) and their tongues met.Yunho Lifter older man in air,who crossed his legs around him not to fall,They made their way to the bed not resting from nonstop kisses.
as Jae lured Yunho into the bed,Seunghi quiently dressed up and slipped out of the house from the backdoor so that noone would see her.
"I never thought you'd forgive me so easily.." whispered Yunho and bit JaeJoong's earlobe,Jaejoong softly moaned
"You want me to punish you?" whispered he back and bit Yunho's finger as a revange, well it really hurt A LOT, as if he really wanted to bite it off.
"to be punished by you?" yunho murmured right into Jae's ear "my pleasure,boo~"
Jaejoong turned around and sat on yunho's stomach
"Yay!" he kissed him quickly "I'll go get my hand-cuffs!" He jumped up happily and ran to the living room.
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YunJae became smiley and happy,naughty and flirty,touchy-loving as they used to be, Seunghi was a good friend for Yunho, But she never went out with DBSK when they were all gathered together,Yes, she met JaeJoong couple of times,this was unavoidable for Yunho's friend as he spent his whole time with Jae, but still, Nor her, Nor Jaejong - Both of them didn't want to meet, not because they hated each other or something, They were shy about what has accidently happened between them(even thought they didn't remember clearly,haha) but with no word, they decided to keep it as a secret - forever.
Well,Everything was fine,but there is no such a thing as 'secret-forever'. As other secrets,this secret got under attack too...
This was a rainy afternoon, Two men stood in the changing room,frozen.
"WHAT?!" SHouted Yuchun.
"I found this in her room yesterday,Yuchun-ah..and I don't know what to think." sighed Yunho.