When You're Gone / Chapter 2 -
Title : When You're Gone
Pairing : YunJae
Genre : Angst, Romance
Type : Non-fictional ( Real life characters )
Chapter : 2
Rating : PG
Author : ellecho
Summary : "Wrong love. Love that has to be accepted,love that has to be 'forgiven'. Love I will fight for. Forever."
Chapter 2
~Identy~
16:09 / March 10.
"Hyung,"
Yoochun entered the living room only to find Jaejoong sitting on the couch, staring at the wall senslessly, Bitting his thumb. Yoochun wanted to cry, But he knew he must be strong now, Strong for Jaejoong. Breaking down would be the last thing he'd do.
"Manager called." Sighed he, pressing cellphone on his chest, "Police officers called him, They need an identification , Manager will go and asked all of our members to go there and recognize the ... body."
Jaejoong breathed in at Yoochun's last words. He didn't believe it, He still couldn't believe it waiting that this 'nightmare' would end at any second. He thought he'd wake up ... Hours passed with that thought. He saw it on TV, he didn't believe it. Yunho was absolutely not dead. He was still alive inside of his heart.
And now, His younger bandmate comes and tells him to recognize his body? What will change? What if it's him? What if He's ...
"Recognize?" Whispered Jaejoong, still staring at the wall,expressionlessly. "That will prove it's not him. Because it's not him."
"Hyung-" Sighed Yoochun,
"No. It's not him. Yunho's on his way, He'll be back any moment. I have to.." He stood up, looking around, eyes were absolutely lost, "I have to cook something for him."
Yoochun held his tears, biting his lower lip as it almost bleed. He looked how Jaejoong stood, Looking around, searching something to hold onto.
"Hyung, Yunho won't come back." Whispered he, trying to keep his voice calm, which was mission impossible.
"He will, Yoochun~" All of the sudden, Jaejoong faced him, smiling warmly,almost smirking "He always comes back."
"Jaejoong.." Yoochun looked away, unable to hold his tears anymore,
"Hey," Jaejoong lifted his chin, making the man face him, again smiling warmly "Don't cry, Everything's fine. Let's go for an identification." He caressed Yoochun's cheek with a thumb, wiping his tears.
Back in the Van, whole way to the morgue, Jaejoong listened to music, sing-songing to it, Looking through the window, like nothing has happened at all. Changmin cried non-stop, Junsu was hugging him. Yoochun kept staring at his hyung, not understanding him.
The car stopped and they walked slowly until Jaejoong ran inside immediately, when he noticed Camera lights. He ran to the nearest police officer who stood in the hall.
"I'm Kim Jaejoong," Bowed he, "I'm here for an identification of my bandmates body."
Man looked at him thinking of what to say, until Yoochun ran after Jaejoong, breathing heavily, stood besides him,resting his palms on older boy's sholders.
"Give us an instructions," Spoke manager-sshi, who appeared right behind them. The police officer bowed slightly and made a gesture asking them to follow after him.
Walls were sky-blue cold, so was the air. The whole atmosphere was awfuly suppressive. They walked to the door, entering a snow white room, filled with almost 10 people from criminalistic department. There was only one table in it, on which, white blanket closed with zipper was covering a body. Changmin stopped breathing, EVen manager kept his tears. He cleaned his throat
"May I..." He looked at police officer who simply nodded sighing, Then he walked to the table,slowly, but Jaejoong crossed his way. " Jaejoong?!"
"I want to check it, I want to do it myself." Said he, calmly. Manager nodded and walked back to the previous place where he stood. Jaejoong walked to the table, touching the tip of the zipper. He felt his knees trembling and ready to fall any second. He sighed, taking off the blanket only to expose the face.
"Oh My!" Screamed he, covering his mouth with a palm, eyes wide open.
Yoochun made a step closer but stopped.
It was Yunho. His face was cold. his whole body didn't move. It didn't even look like he's sleeping. He was dead. and it was too obvious. Jaejoong raised his fingers to touch Yunho's cheek gently. The skin didn't respond. He quickly backed off.
"No," Tears ran down on his cheeks, he walked back to the body, holding Yunho's cold cheeks with with palms, trying to make the man face him. His head was heavy. He then, put his palm on Yunho's chest, trying to catch a heartbeat, but his chest was even colder than his face. No heartbeat at all.
"No!" Screamed Jaejoon crying as his voice broke, "No! It can't be you!" Screamed he again, "No! No! Please,Yunho, Please!" Cried, "Wake up Yunho! Don't leave, Yunho! No!"
Changmin started crying hysterically on Junsu's sholder, who also cried out loud. Yoochun ran to Jaejoong and grabbed older man's sholders, but Jaejoong tried his best to resist him, still screaming out loud. Touching Yunho's body in case to find even a piece of it still alive. Yoochun hugged him from behind blocking his hands, Jaejoong kept on screaming. All police men looked away quietly.
"His family.." Manager tried to hide his tears,
"His family members where here back in the morning." Interrupted police officer,
Jaejoong knelt down, causing Yoochun to fall after him, He hugged the table's leg tigh, not opening his eyes,
"Yunho!" Cried he, "Yunho!"