I went on my porch if only to escape this room that was storing up all of my negativity. I called Mat, hoping that he could make time for me, which he couldn't. We spoke for about three seconds, and I couldn't hear him. I think I gathered that he was at Asher's and he would call me later if he remembered, to tell me something that he couldn't tell ( Read more... )

I've been feeling a lot of new things lately. And I don't think I am handling it well.

I just peed a little on my hand by accident... yeah, I'm not going to get into it.

I went to the mall alone yesterday, and I really enjoyed it. Not only was I able to go to any stores I wanted to, but I could buy what I needed and make time to sit in a crowded area and observe people. There is something about people-watching and trying to get into someone's head that I find to be most interesting. Perhaps that is what drives me ( Read more... )

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I brought my camera to school for the first time in a long time, last week.


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I have seen two very good movies this past week, that are now on my "Favorites List." Igby Goes Down & Adaptation. I also have a new love for Sufjan Stevens. I have two news books to read, that look good. And I have finished my final painting for art. I am not very happy with it.

This weekend was kind of lame.

"You are what you love, not what loves you."

My mom is really sick. We are having a lot of problems. I really don't know anything anymore. I don't even know if I knew anything to begin with ( Read more... )

It is interesting to me how different our interpretations are of moments in our lives, as time passes. I look at things now, and they remind me of things from the past. For example, I think about Cobb's Creek and I can place several different memories with just the one location. What if your memory could be erased? Imagine how much of you would be ( Read more... )