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stress
So....that graduate school thing.... I am pretty sure I am NOT at ALL ready :( HUGE TEARS.... All I gotta say is I just wish things in my life were atleast clear. I am not asking for simple... or easy... just clear. Why can't I know where to go. My dream is clear, why can't something else be clear ( Read more... ) -
The Day to Day
Well I am on RA duty tonight.... I am pretty well bored out of my skull... watching Hardball and pretty much procrastinating everything that is essential. I really need to finish my Internship Paper and my Biology paper on Loons..... all which pretty much bore the crap out of me ( Read more... ) -
What is my future?
I have been spending quite a bit of time lately trying to figure out myself and where where I am going. Graduate school, the real world, Turkey, Costa Rica, my own skills, my marketeability, my future.... are all concerns on my mind ( Read more... ) -
Bored!
Sitting in the SLC bored out of my skull..... Forgot about being hypnotized in St. Louis.... YES I really was for all of you skeptics :). So.... I was Kenny Chesney and I say She Thinks My Tractor's Sexxy..... and yes, there is videotape... O BOY, is right :). -
St. Louis!
Well I have finally arrived back to cold and frozen, winter infested New York state, after being in Missouri for the past week! I attended the National Post-Secondary Agricultural Students Convention, where I competed in four competitions and placed in three. I was disapointed that I was not a National Champion however, knowing that I could have ( Read more... ) -
March 7th....
Sitting home today while on spring break, I guess it seems like updating this would be fantastic ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I realized that I really needed to keep this updated if it was going to be effective. However, I really have had so little and yet so much to talk about. My life has been filled with miniscul hardships, struggles, and challenges, yet nothing enough to make it news worthy. At the same time, I have some absolutely amazing friends that have made ( Read more... ) -
Destiny
I guess I have been thinking a lot tonight..... :). I do every night I guess. Do you ever wonder who and what we would be today if we had made different choices? What would I be like if I had not gone to an Ag school? If I had gone to Ivy League?..... would I have shaped myself more, let myself relax, failed out, exceeded my expectations ( Read more... ) -
Seasons of Love
It's Christmas and I find myself being a scrooge. I am so unbelievably annoyed at the waste, the un-concern, and the waste that we as americans are doing! I have always found the holiday season, exciting, enchanting, with a bit of magic to boot.... but it is all gone ( Read more... )