blahhhh

i need to start going to classsssss

schools ok.
love the people that i've met there.
still drama, just like high school.

hmm...i want drugs :D

cuz i'm goin down the steps on a white line
goin down the steps on a white line
goin down the steps on a white line
staight to nowhere.

im in school, and my professor hasn't showed up yet ( Read more... )

my dog died on the 20th
didn't think it would effect me as much as it did.

i start school on monday,
I'm fucked.

it didn't go as bad as i thought it would, but i feel used again, like i felt the last time it happened.

i missed him a lot.

I'm tired and annoyed.

i work 12 to 10 tomorrow and saturday, which is great actually. more money.

every night i always feel like people are watching the house. Paranoia? probably.
i guess i'll go to bed now, i've got nothing better to do.

so im back at johnny rockets
and im actually pretty happy there now.
i still hate the fucking uniform
and the dancing
but i can get through that.

school starts soon, and i'm nervous as fuck.

it's time for me to grow up, stop being scared about shit, and move on with my life.

i'm sick of being scared about the future.
because i realized, im scared or nervous about every little fucking thing. and it's stupid.

why you want what i can not be
you know i won't stay sober.

and you knew i wouldn't stay sober. :-p