so i just found out my parents are going out of town on new years eve. seriously man.

i finished 'perks of being a wallflower' today...i really enjoyed it. i think because this kid's completely realistic and messed up at the same time. plus i like his friends in the book...if you haven't read it, i recommend it. quote of the book: "because things change. and friends leave. and life doesn't stop for anybody ( Read more... )

so tonight was best of all nights. julia and first adventured to east nashville where we almost lost our lives (twice) and then proceeded to almost get raped at a gas station in shadesville, USA. we then woke up a very dazed jb and kidnapped him and took him to tBell. after he threw a "grenade!" we proceeded to starbucks and met with caitlin, ( Read more... )

the need to be different is overwhelming. i almost can't breathe with each new fact, new gossip. sorry for the higher standard, the much more difficult expectations but it wasn't supposed to be easy. the perception of us is much different now, but i'm pretty sure 'us' is much different too. i never knew how much it affected me until today, until ( Read more... )

alright...we're starting a motha f-in countdown...a countdown to ellyn's freedom. i'm pretty sure there's no reason i shouldn't have a longer curfew and so on April 27, 2005 it's happening. see ya there.

jamie collum is doing a cover of high and dry. i dunno.
high school is so inefficient. it's not gonna work for me.
i'm ready for snow. and presents.

tonight i found out that some things aren't as bad as they seem. we found out how much we have in common...our hopes and hates and pet peeves and worries. i love you for knowing completely how i feel and listening to everything i say. we found out how much we don't want you to die and how our habits often kill us even before we die. we laughed too ( Read more... )

currently i'm so glad last week is over. good to see claire on thursday and talk a bit and then the weekend happened. friday went with katie and kaitlyn to krispy kreme and discussed the possibility of being on the conveyer belt under the wall o' glaze and how close to heaven it would be then went to sewanee on friday to see my brother's band. car ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here alone in my house missing my brothers so bad it hurts. i got really scared today of losing everything at once. it kinda snuck up on me. i can't wait for the holidays and family and food and sanity. this year has gone by so fast and i need to catch up ( Read more... )

i'm really tired. i always get sick from like november to april anyway, but this year is worse. hopefully it'll end soon. i need to get some motivation. maybe i'll buy some on ebay. i met a guy this weekend that was really suprised i knew and/or listened to pinback and it made me think 'what kind of a person do people think i am?' huh ( Read more... )