I hate myself

Feb 03, 2005 20:23

God damn, Life is sucking even more. I haven't practiced in days, my parents hate me(which is nothing new), and if I post incriminating shit here, people will rat me out like it happened the last time when I told anyone anything. And the time before that ( Read more... )

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anonymous February 4 2005, 01:26:44 UTC
Andrzej? Word.

-Holly

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anonymous February 4 2005, 01:47:18 UTC
It seems to be basic human nature to hate and conform. Some of the bases of "society" seems to be to leave people out, to point the finger, and to conform others to it. It is basicaly a pass-time to point out other's flaws. So, accordingly, my philosophy on how to deal with this is to "screw them" (not literaly plz!) It is too hard to live without making someone hate you... it is inevitable... beleieve me I try... but I begin to see that it is just futile and a waste of time... if someone wants to hate you for something stupid... let them... you are better than them... just don't mind it. I know it is hard to do this... I don't even follow this example all the time... but I ought to... it makes for a better leader. You know me to the extent enough to know that I can be a real stubborn ass sometimes, thats an example of not trying to make everyone happy... while it may sound selfish... one should think of one's self sometimes ( ... )

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maxnuss February 4 2005, 02:57:35 UTC
are you talking about me when you say people ratted you out?

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fewmets February 4 2005, 03:35:45 UTC
a) I care.
b) If there's anything, and I mean ANYTHING, you want/need to talk to someone about, feel free to email me. Okay? Plus, if you do, I'll tell you a little story, sometime.

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broadwaybabe617 February 4 2005, 04:04:00 UTC
vegetarians rock the boat...

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