Nothing matters.

[elmooncrack]

Nothing matters anymore. I just don't care about much, now. It may make me a horrible person, but I don't care.

My friends get backstabbed by people who are terrible, and there's nothing I can do but console and watch. I'm so helpless in my own problems, they just escalate, and it's all my fault.

I just can't take it anymore. Or do you

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[cherryo222]

It doesn't make you a horrible person. At all. I don't really know what else to say... people say "you're only human," but that sounded really corny. So we'll just pretend I didn't say that. I mean, um, I DIDN'T say it. Right? yes.

And consoling your friends probably helps more than you think, ya know. Er, at least, it never hurts.

And none of what I'm saying probably helps at all, but I'm not the best at reassuring people. Which is why I'll stop typing this and go do math hw.

♥Lisa

[fewmets]

Bullshit. It ain't your fault. Somewhere in your brain there's a little voice telling you that. Listen to that little fucking voice. It's smarter (and righter) than you think it is.

I know, I know

[elmooncrack]

But why did this happen? I used to be so cheerful, and then wham, I've screwed myself beyond redemption(or so I think)! It's gotten to the point where the little voice is starting to suffocate.

I hope it keeps breathing, for my sake.