I've recently had a revelation that has made me stand back and take notice at my own irrationality. Now I know I have my moments of pure illogical reasoning and behavior, but at the same time I really don't like being without rhyme or reason for what I do no matter how crazy it seems. I like to have a reasoning behind everything even if it's some ( Read more... )

Well, I've made it back and it's been a whirlwind vacation I must say. Between skipping between my divorcee friends and my parents I managed to have little to no recollection of what I actually did over break asides from a few key events, and I didn't even drink that much. I would first like to say that I made two new friends in that short time, ( Read more... )

It's an odd feeling when a paradigm shifts, when something that was always true, always present is no longer so. For some people it's knowledge that has always been a focal point to their lives like the presence of God, or lack thereof. Or even something less grand like a political or ideological philosophy. But as major as a paradigm shift seems ( Read more... )

Jetlag, I hates it, here it is 4:30 in the goddamn morning and I'm too uppity to go to sleep, I'm thinking, SHWHY? Anyway, I don't think I'll be able to go into San Fransisco tomorrow seeing as how my portraits are scheduled for deux hours in afternoon, which really makes me mad, why couldn't she have done them in the morning that way I don't make ( Read more... )

33 hours ( Read more... )

I'm afraid to say that my life has reached a slump. It's extremely odd, nothing bad has happened, but nothing good either, nothing even remotely exciting. Nothing that even slightly sparks my interest, it would be depressing if I didn't have break to look forward to. My own hypothesis is that people here have just become so drained because of all ( Read more... )

6 DAYS!!!

*dances*

Attention one and all, I can't remember the exact time but I think it's 1:10 or so in the afternoon that I arrive at SFO. If perhaps someone could coordinate with Brendan on who wants to come meet me, I know you do Liz but I'm not sure if you've cleared all the details with Brendan yet. Also, I think he's going to use the BART and just park at ( Read more... )

( It's Becoming A Habit....I Need An Intervention. QUICK!! )

Every time I try to push the buttons
My hands shake
My throat clenches
My chest tightens
My heart thumps
And I throw the phone away.