today, john and i went out for an early dinner and went to some park in ypsilanti and walked a 1 1/2 mile bridge over water and watched turtles swim and swans eat and big fish jump. we then ventured to get cream from jmh and people watched in the diag and put our feet in a huge chinese fountain and walked barefoot until we bought flip flops because ( Read more... )

i suppose i'm just going to live my life and wait for the day you decide you want to love me again.

I'm wearing a mustard yellow night gown and I just came in from sitting on my Porch. I was writing in my notebook and watching the cars drive by and crying and thinking and just fucking being sad. Why is it that when I'm Downriver I get this rush of sadness over me that I just can't shake? I believe it's all of the familiar places and or faces I ( Read more... )

cooking dinner with my mom and brothers girlfriend is so funny. i made shish-ka-bobs and potatoes and laura made shrimp scampi and mom made kufta? and pasta salad. i'm not sure as to why i'm writing tonights dinner menu, but maybe it's because i want to always remember days like this; days where mom and i are making dinner and singing to the ( Read more... )

this weekend was the epitome of everything beautiful in my life. i forgot how amazing my friends were. i forgot how alive i feel when i am with them. friday was magical and i enjoyed every second of walking around ann arbor in acid wash jeans and having jessica tell me i look like a mom from behind and going to hogwarts and laying belly up to the ( Read more... )

Today I passed you on the street and my heart fell at your feet. I can't help it if I'm still in love with you ( Read more... )

we found our own little piece of the world, walking back last night, still drunk enough that the stars spun when we layed down. i carried my shoes in one hand, a cigarette in the other, and the water was too pretty to just walk past. we sat down near the shore, nestled underneath a grove of trees, behind the restaurant made of an old train and in ( Read more... )

Sonic opened today on Fort Street. I'm boycotting it because everyone is freaking the fuck out about another god damn fast food restaurant. Another ploy to get us fat, another reason to give your dollars to the man ( Read more... )

I called my mom last night she said, "Sweetie, you don't need someone who's more fleeting than fall". 'cause don't you love those leaves? don't you wish the orange stayed forever and Crickets sang in the night all through winter?" and I thought, slow down. think of all the time this jerk has fucked you up and left you down. and hey, I choose my ( Read more... )

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