Wow, it's been a while since I posted something, I mean being christmas and all......Well here are the main details (not like anyone reads this shit , but I can look back and laugh at my pathetic life) So I had to work all week , straight through christmas eve then christmas day and everyday after.....I had to ride and get competely soaking wet in ( Read more... )

Well, I came across a website that discusses just exactly how important Police officer mental health is.....Stating all too much about how popular officer suicide is. I can't fucking take shit like that. I just don't understand the world...I am always feeling guilty from my lack of power to make a difference or help people....ANd then there are ( Read more... )

I saw Return of the King the second day it was opened....let me just say that I thought it was never going to end. Since they made it a point to fade out and back in several times. I think they put every alternate ending in so they won't have to on the DVD version! It was alright, I was not overly impressed. It is definately in NO way an Oscar Best ( Read more... )

I am sick as hell, I caught a big cold in 1 night. Probably from the sick ass customers who come in. I cryed my fucking eyes out again last night, over the usual. And I am missing an Alan Smithee show as we speak....And got our eviction papers today on the door and in the mail....SO life is grand!

Well we're gonna put out an ad tonight about selling my old bike in order to try and make NOV. rent. But that won't take care of the problem of DEC. Rent. And the fact that I am only getting part time hours is fucked up. I am trying to look in to security jobs now but there is the whole bullshit about guardcards. I just can't understand why it is ( Read more... )

Well finally got to see Master and Commander and the Missing today....Even though they tried to see about me coming in to work because some other ass called in sick. Of course I'll probaably get blamed for being unreliable because I had to show up to pick up my check and see that the manager was there working all by himself. Speaking of the "check ( Read more... )

That Jonathan Brandis news is so sick and sad.........Why would he kill himself? He's so young and sweet. If he was depressed over the lack of work he had on his resume......!! He has 20+ credits. If he wants to be depressed over lack of credits, look at my resume!!!!!! Such a shame....I don't know what to think other than, I hope he is at peace

Well , I mailed out my letters today (see below) and it made me feel so good to know that hopefully someone else will feel good from a few kind words ( Read more... )

fuck. I am really irriated. I was SUPPOSE to being getting to see Master and Commander this weekend. But that fell through with the rest of my plans that have to do with money. And now Gothika is opening in a week and than my LONG awaited CATE film, The Missing.....So when money does finally come along, I will get a nice big film run like the good ( Read more... )

Here is one of the sweetest scenes from a Vietnam film........I was shocked to be able to find part of this script, let alone the ONE scene that had me in tears. It was definately the most memorable ( Read more... )