its been awhile since Ive last updated this thing, so I thought Id give you quick update

college is amazing, as of yesterday I should really studying for my last Final exam right about now, but after im done expect me to rejoin the fun :)

My biggest downfall is caring to much about people, If I could only be a shallow jerk Id have everything I want..

BUT im not changing!

Whooo!

miracles do happen :) now if i could only finish this essay!

todays been a horrible day ( Read more... )

did anyone else notice, the influx of extremely good looking girls at FAU over the weekend?

i dont know how to respond to this, now im sitting here crying and hugging anything i can get my hands on, i don tknow why i put myself so far out on things when i know theyre gonna burn me someday I should stop putting myself out for girls. i always seem to get hurt and it gets progressivly worse

I dont know anymore, worlds crash down on you, people get rid of you at your time of need.

Its weird, Im hurt, but I have a peace that everythings gonna be just fine. I guess I do believe everything shes ever told me.

Im soo nervous what if her packages dont come today. Her birthday is tomorrow, her presents still havnt arrived, even though I ordered them like three weeks ago. Im such a bad boyfriend im not even gonna have something for her on her birthday. I really really hope it comes today, if not im not sure what im gonna do ( Read more... )

life is so damm frustrating. Its so hard for me to understand why things happen; how my stupid mistakes could sink me. Theres one thing I cant loose, if I loose it because im an idiot I dont know what Id do