I don't know why I feel like this when I should be happy.

I'm in need of a deus ex machina.

I really just want to be this warm yellow light that pours over everyone that I love ( Read more... )

I wish I knew all the right things to say to you at all the right times. I wish I could quote a bible verse that could instill strength in you, but I don't know God. I wish I could just take all the pain you're feeling and take it upon myself, but you are stronger than I am anyways. I wish you knew just how much I admire you for even just ( Read more... )

i give up for now

i havent been awake this late in forever.

i really wish i had a group of friends

or like
maybe one friend.

that would be neat.

where nights belong to lust and loversssssssssssssssssssssss

it finally hit me that Im on summer break.

lets kick this mother fucker off.

I'm about to go into Nova High for the last time as a Student.

Damn, it feels good.

I wish I had a better time in highschool and I hadn't been so hung up on the same things over and over, and I wish I had been more open to new things and new people, I probably wouldn't have felt so lonely the past four years.

Who's gunna sign my yearbook?

well quite a bit has happened since I last updated, but here's the best parts ( Read more... )

I can't sleep.

maybe i should go to BoostYourESP.com

its just i compare and compare and contrast and contract and expand then explode.

and..........

i'm afraid of what the future holds.