highschool sucks

[elsaphant]

I want to leave OES. The more and more I'm there the more i want to leave. I started to feel this by the end of last year and now its the fucking second day and I still want to leave. I hate most of the people pretty much most of the time. I just feel like I either don't do anything and don't try orrr I go and -- WAIT there is nothing else. I hate

Comments

[ivachan06]

go to lincoln. i think the problem ppl have about oes is that they hate it but don't do anything about it. if you truly hate it you should leave. i know a lot of ppl who expected their problems to get better with time but sometimes shit just doesn't work out ya know? yeah well anyway good luck with everything? i hope soccer isn't killer...

[elsaphant]

mostly people think they'll get better becuase they're parents say it will. well NEW FLASH TO THE PADRES: it probly won't get better for your fucking child. Lincoln isn't in my district... unfortunetaly.
bullshit

[elsaphant]

oh yea.. and with soccer I haven't been playing because of my fucking knee. so I haven't really been able to work out since lets see..... last soccer season? FUCK MY FUCKING KNEEEE

[emilaweasel]

ELSA!! We are like one and the same. In this respect. I am pretty set on leaving this year, too. COME TO PCC WITH ME. I'm going to work my tail off, not have all this shitty ADVISORY and COMMUNITY and SMALL CLOSE ATMOSPHERE and just work and finish ASAP and then get to work at a job and go to college sometime. That's my plan.

YOU CAN DO IT. I'm fucking miserable, too, son. We should just get out and stop wasting OUR time, THEIR time, our parents time, their money.... Yeah. It's a waste. Let's go.

[jennydub]

definitely it's the people who keep you going. stick with it and see how the year treats you. don't judge by day 2.

[elsaphant]

well now day 3 sucks too

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

[jennydub]

argh I'm so sorry sweetie!!

[peterlocke123]

triste :'(

you'll get over it sooner or later, just hang in there

love youuu <3

[norriscomer]

YOU? But you always look so smiley and laughy... I'm just bad with reading emotions I guess. I always thought, if there is one person who is always laughing, its Elsa. Is the laughter a LIE Elsa???

Anyways... I feel like a sad person too sometimes... and I make angry faces at myself in the mirror (which covers my entire wall). Then I attack my pillows with my bokken, then proceed to work out. After I completly own my pillows and kill every part of me, I collapse. If ever you look at Norris and think "Norris is mighty muscular", its probably because I've had a bad month.

Yeah...um... yeah...

[peterlocke123]

hehe

[elsaphant]

ay yes norris. I actually can't resist your muscles!! They're sooo MUSCULAR!! those guns man, you CANT BRING GUNS TO SCHOOL NOW CAN YOU? you better start having better months.

Ok now, that really wasnt funny. But i dunno. I do laugh.. that DOES make me happy. I SWEAR IT'S NOT A LIE but it's just.. I am not otherwise happy when i'm not laughing.

if that made any sense?

[norriscomer]

I though it was funny... I must be lame or something.

Sooo... if you're always laughing, then you're always happy. I remember Geometry... you and Gwyeneth... man.

From what little I know about life, I reccommend doing something outside of school you enjoy. I get one-on-one cowboy training with my rodeo friend Bill on Saturdays, cause being a cowpoke is pretty sweet. I dunno... take up boxing or something. Or outdoor school. Scuba diving. All this stuff is probably within driving distance from your house. You can make new friends and broaden your horizons! FIND SOMETHING THAT ELSA LIKES DOING AND DO IT!

What do I know? Nothing... I just wear a pretty neat T-shirt.