Again, in the cold white light of an underground office, no windows, just a phone to the outside world, but the phone only contains voices of anger towards you personally because they cannot access their porn/baby pictures/retirement fund because they cannot type in the simple phrase cat9dog without screwing the whole damn thing up ( Read more... )

So again I sit at work, drinking water from my dave and busters plastic pint. It is sad that the two school productions of musicals are of better quality than most of the community groups I work with. there has to be something meaningful there ( Read more... )

So happy belated easter everyone. I know it has been awhile since I have written but I felt moved for some reason (Thanks heidi, i always need another distraction at work ( Read more... )

here I sit, waiting for the phone to ring ( Read more... )

So this sunday is the orchestra concert, I'm finally ready for it. I'm going to be really tired after this one. SYmphony in D minor by Cesar Franck, and Carneval Overture by Dvorak. Lots of playing, long pieces, the Franck is over an hour long ( Read more... )

what the hell. I'm not attractive to anybody. The people that tell you that you need to love yourself first already are good looking and have someone. Its bullshit and you know it. Thats just more crap that people in relationships spew out to their depressed single friends ( Read more... )

Ok heres the full swing of it. Everything I can remember that has happened since m last journal update ( Read more... )

Write 20 random facts about yourself - then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts ( Read more... )

So I got a new car. Its great, cost 500 bucks to put in a CD player but it sok, it sounds good....Someone keyed my car.

I like a girl I don't know if she likes me , lets leave it at that.

The thoguht of going back to school one day still frightens me

i want to change jobs. I need to, but to what. i need to do music.

mother had pneumonia, severe pneumonia. She came home yesterday afternoon. i'm quite tired.