I'd rather dance to your beat.

[elsmartorobo]

I really hate being so effing sheltered sometimes. I just feel odd then around everyone that has done everything that I haven't. Darnit, I am really sick of myself. I can't do anything right. I screw up everything I had a chance for. I get quiet and lonely around people sometimes, and I don't know why. I seem to be uninteresting, and yet, I

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[looklikhotdog]

You do everything perfect.
Stop beating yourself up.
I like you just the way you are, sheltered life and all.

[elsmartorobo]

Okay. I am so, so glad I've gotten to know you.
And hope it doesn't end. ~rob ♥

[moshtoxdeath]

you know..i feel the same exact way.....you described me down to my finest hairs on my neck....i never knew some one else felt so much the same as i.....i can't beleave it...so you understand what it feels like when your out with friends and for no reason you end up being quite because you feel as though they wouldn't care what you were thinking.....i kindda just get away from the group and wounder off...katie has figured it out when i do that though...she always come and fallows me so i would come back to the group.....but yah thats why i left the round table when we were eating.....but holly shit i never knew you felt like that...
i know perciesly what your feeling... but hey when i'm around you its al good....just a goupe to big with pople that never really see me to much and i'm all out of it again...oh well mabey it'll fix itself one day... see you soon friend

-Bradley_

[elsmartorobo]

Ya, I understand.
"feel as though they wouldn't care what you were thinking"
and ya, ya just get away.
I've kinda of used to it, but i suppose still suck at dealing with it.
who knows